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Audi Filia (Hear, O Daughter)/Book 1 · Libro espiritual sobre el verso «Audi, filia, et vide»
Chapter 9AudiFilia.1.9

Capítulo 9. Que uno de los más principales remedios para vencer este enemigo es el ejercicio de la devota y ferviente oración, donde se halla el gusto de las cosas divinas que hace aborrecer las mundanas.

Prayer as a Weapon Against Vice

Devout prayer provides a spiritual sweetness that mortifies the sensual appetite and strengthens the soul.

In an earlier chapter, you were told how powerful a weapon prayer is for fighting this vice, even when it isn't very long. Now know this: if prayer is devout, prolonged, and of such a kind that in it you are given a taste of divine sweetness—as some are—then such prayer is not only a weapon for fighting, but it completely beheads this beastly vice.1 For when the soul wrestles alone with God, with the arms of devout thoughts and affections, it obtains from Him in a very particular way, like another Jacob, that He bless it with a multitude of graces and deep, intimate sweetness. And it is left wounded in the thigh—that is, in the sensual appetite—which is so mortified that from then on it limps because of it; and it remains alive and strong in the spiritual affections, signified by the other thigh that remains sound.2 For just as the taste of the flesh makes one lose the taste and strength of the spirit, so when the spirit is tasted, all the flesh becomes tasteless. Sometimes the sweetness the soul tastes when visited by God is so great that the flesh cannot bear it, and it is left as weak and collapsed as it might be after a long bodily illness. Although at other times it happens that, with the strengthening the spirit feels, the flesh is helped and gains new strength, experiencing in this exile something of what will take place in heaven, when from the soul's being blessed in its God and filled with inexpressible delights there results in the body strength and delight, along with other most precious gifts the Lord will give.

The Infinite Superiority of Divine Delight

God's infinite sweetness far surpasses the brief and vain pleasures of worldly creatures.

O sovereign Lord, how without excuse You have left the guilt of those who, to seek delight in creatures, leave You and offend You—seeing that the delights found in You are of such substance that all the delights of creatures, gathered into one, are true gall by comparison!3 And with good reason, because the joy or delight taken from a thing is like the fruit that the thing itself yields. And as the tree is, so is the fruit. And that is why the joy taken from creatures is brief, vain, unclean, and mixed with pain; because the tree from which it is picked has the same qualities. But in the joy that is in You, Lord, what lack or brevity could there be, since You are eternal, gentle, utterly simple, most beautiful, unchanging, and an infinitely complete good?4 The flavor of a partridge is partridge flavor; the taste of a creature is the taste of a creature; and whoever could describe who You are, Lord, would know how to describe what You taste like. Your being is beyond all understanding, and so is Your sweetness, which is kept and hidden for those who fear You and for those who, to enjoy You, renounce the taste of creatures from the heart. You are infinite good, and You are infinite delight; and therefore, even if the heavenly angels and the blessed who are and will be in heaven enjoy You—with powers You give them that are not small—and even if incomparably many more joined them to enjoy You, and with far greater powers, the sea of Your sweetness is so measureless that while they swim and walk intoxicated and full of Your gentleness, there remains so much more of it to enjoy that if You Yourself, almighty Lord, with the infinite powers You have, did not enjoy Yourself, the delight that is in You would go unsatisfied, for want of anyone to enjoy it as fully as there is to enjoy.5

The Divine Invitation to Holy Joy

God invites the weary to partake in His eternal delights to save them from seeking false pleasures.

Most wise Lord, knowing as our Creator that we are inclined toward rest and delight, and that a soul cannot go long without seeking consolation—whether good or bad—You invite us to the holy delights found in You, so that we won't be lost by hunting for bad delights among created things. It is Your voice, Lord: "Come to Me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will refresh you." And You commanded it to be proclaimed in Your name: "All you who thirst, come to the waters." And You made known to us that there are delights at Your right hand that last forever.6 And that with the river of Your delight—not by measure or ration—You will give Your own to drink in Your kingdom.7 Sometimes, here below, You let Your friends taste something of it—those to whom You say: "Eat, and drink, and be filled to overflowing, my dearly loved ones."8 All this, Lord, from the desire to draw to Yourself, by delight, those You know to be such friends of it.9 So let no one, Lord, find fault with You as if You lacked either goodness to be loved or delight to be enjoyed; and let no one go looking for pleasant or delightful company outside of You, since the reward You will give Your own is to say to them: "Enter into the joy of your Lord." They will eat and drink of the same things you do, and they will find joy in the same delights that you enjoy. For you have them invited to eat at your table in the kingdom of your Father.

A Warning Against Carnal Deception

The author rebukes those who prefer bestial, carnal pleasures over the divine, urging them to seek God through prayer.

What will you say to these things, carnal man? And so deceived that your deception goes this far: you value the filthy pleasures of the flesh—which vile and wicked men enjoy, and even more abundantly, and even the beasts of the field—more than the sovereign sweetness that is in God, which the Saints and Angels enjoy, and God Himself, their Creator.10 What you prize and love is the stuff of beasts; your passions are beastly; and every time you offend the Most High God for your carnal pleasures, you put Him under the feet of your vilest beasts.11 Flee from such evil, my daughter, and climb the mountain of prayer. Plead with the Lord to give you a taste of Himself, so that your soul, strengthened by His sweetness, may scorn the muddy pleasures of the flesh.12 And then you will feel deep, heartfelt compassion for the people who wander lost in the lowliness of the valleys of a bestial life; and, struck with horror, you will say: Oh men—what you are losing, and for what!13 The sweetest God, for the vilest flesh!14 And what punishment does such a false weight and measure deserve, if not eternal torment?15 And indeed, it will be given to them.

Read the original Latin

En un capítulo pasado se os dijo cuan fuerte arma es la oración, aunque no muy larga, para pelear contra este vicio. Ahora sabed que si la oración es devota, larga y tal, que en ella se da el gusto, según a algunos es dado, la dulcedumbre divina, no sólo la tal oración es arma para pelear, mas del todo degüella a este vicio bestial. Porque luchando el anima con Dios a solas, con los brazos de pensamientos y afectos devotos, por un modo muy particular alcanza de Él, como otro Jacob, que la bendiga con muchedumbre de gracias y entrañable suavidad. Y queda herida en el muslo, que quiere decir en el sensual apetito, mortificándosele de arte, que de allí en adelante cosquea de él; y queda viva y fuerte en las afecciones espirituales, significadas por el otro muslo que queda sano. Porque así como el gusto de la carne hace perder el gusto y fuerzas del espíritu, así gustado el espíritu es desabrida toda la carne. Y algunas veces es tanta la dulcedumbre que el ánima gusta siendo visitada de Dios, que la carne no la puede sufrir, y queda tan flaca y caída como lo pudiera estar habiendo pasado por ella alguna larga enfermedad corporal. Aunque acaece otras veces, con la fortificación que el espíritu siente, ser ayudada la carne y cobrar nuevas fuerzas, experimentando en este destierro algo de lo que en el cielo ha de pasar, cuando de estar el ánima bienaventurada en su Dios y llena de indecibles deleites, resulte en el cuerpo fortaleza y deleite, con otros preciosísimos dotes que el Señor ha de dar.

¡ Oh soberano Señor, y cuan sin excusa has dejado la culpa de aquellos que, por buscar deleite en las criaturas, te dejan y ofenden a Ti, siendo los deleites que en Ti hay tan de tomo, que todos los de las criaturas que se junten en uno, son una verdadera hiel en comparación de ellos! Y con mucha razón, porque el gozo o deleite que de una cosa se toma es como fruto que la tal cosa de si da. Y cual es el árbol, tal es el fruto. Y por eso el gozo que se toma de las criaturas es breve, vano, sucio y mezclado con dolor; porque el árbol de que se coge, las mismas condiciones tiene. Mas en el gozo que en Ti, Señor, hay, ¿qué falta o brevedad puede haber, pues que Tú eres eterno, manso, simplicísimo, hermosísimo, inmutable y un bien infinitamente cumplido? El sabor que una perdiz tiene es sabor de perdiz; y el gusto de la criatura, sabe a criatura; y quien supiere decir quién eres Tú, Señor, sabrá decir a qué sabes Tú. Sobre todo entendimiento es tu ser, y también lo es tu dulcedumbre, la cual está guardada y escondida para los que te temen y para aquellos que, por gozar de Ti, renuncian de corazón el gusto de las criaturas. Bien infinito eres, y deleite infinito eres; y por eso, aunque los celestiales Ángeles y bienaventurados hombres que en el cielo están y han de estar gozando de Ti, y con fuerzas dadas por Ti, que no son pequeñas, y aunque muchos más sin comparación se juntasen con ellos a gozar de Ti, y con mucho mayores fuerzas, es el mar de tu dulcedumbre tan sin medida, que nadando y andando ellos embriagados y llenos de tu suavidad, queda tanto más que gozar de ella, que si Tú, Omnipotente Señor, con las infinitas fuerzas que tienes, no gozases de Ti mismo, quedaría el deleite que hay en Ti quejoso, por no haber quien goce de él cuanto hay que gozar.

Y conociendo Tú, Señor sapientísimo, como Criador nuestro, que nuestra inclinación es a tener descanso y deleite, y que un ánima no puede estar mucho tiempo sin buscar consolación, buena o mala, nos convidas con los santos deleites que en Ti hay, para que no nos perdamos por buscar malos deleites en las criaturas. Voz tuya es, Señor: Venid a Mi todos los que trabajáis y estáis cargados, que Yo os recrearé. Y Tú mandaste pregonar en tu nombre: Todos los sedientos venid a las aguas. Y nos hiciste saber que hay deleites en tu mano derecha que duran hasta la fin. Y que con el rió de tu deleite, no con medida ni tasa, has de dar a beber a los tuyos en tu reino. Y algunas veces das a gustar acá algo de ello a tus amigos, a los cuales dices: Comed, y bebed, y embriagaos, mis muy amados. Todo esto, Señor, con deseo de traer a Ti con deleite a los que conoces ser tan amigos de él. No ponga, pues, nadie, Señor, en Ti tacha que te falte bondad para ser amado ni deleite para ser gozado; ni vaya a buscar conversación agradable ni deleitable fuera de Ti, pues el galardón que has de dar a los tuyos es decirles: Entra en el gozo de tu Señor.

Porque de lo mismo que tú comes y bebes, comerán ellos y beberán; y de lo mismo de que tú te gozas, ellos se gozarán. Porque convidados los tienes que coman sobre tu mesa en el reino de tu Padre.

¿Qué dirás a estas cosas, hombre carnal? Y tan engañado, que llega tu engaño a que los sucios deleites que hay en la carne, de que gozan, y con mayor abundancia, los viles y malos hombres, y aun las bestias del campo, tienes en más que la soberana dulcedumbre que hay en Dios, de la cual gozan Santos v Ángeles, y el mismo Dios Criador de ellos. Cosa es de bestias lo que tú precias y amas; y tus pasiones bestias son; y tantas veces pones al Altísimo Dios debajo los pies de tus vilísimas bestias, cuantas veces le ofendes por tus deleites camales.

Huid, doncella, de cosa tan mala, y subíos al monte de la oración, y suplicad al Señor os dé algún gusto de Sí, para que esforsada vuestra ánima con la suavidad de Él, despreciéis los lodosos placeres que hay en la carne. Y habréis entonces compasión entrañable de la gente que anda perdida por la bajeza de los valles de vida bestial; y espantada diréis: ¡ Oh hombres, y qué perdéis, y por qué! ¡ Al dulcísimo Dios, por la vilísima carne! ¿Y qué pena merece tan falso peso v medidas, sino eterno tormento? Y cierto, les será dado.

Scripture echoes

  1. Matt.11.28Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest.
  2. Isa.55.1Come, all who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost.
  3. Ps.16.11You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.
  4. Ps.36.8How precious is your steadfast love, O God! And the children of mankind take refuge in the shadow of your wings.
  5. Song.5.1I have come into my garden, my sister, my bride; I have gathered my myrrh with my spice; I have eaten my honeycomb with my honey; I have drunk my wine with my milk. Eat, friends; drink, and be drunk with love.
  6. Matt.25.21His master said to him, 'Well done, good and faithful servant. You were faithful over a little; I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master.'
  7. Song.5.1I have come into my garden, my sister, my bride; I have gathered my myrrh with my spice; I have eaten my honeycomb with my honey; I have drunk my wine with my milk. Eat, friends; drink, and be drunk with love.
  8. Prov.11.1;Deut.25.13-Deut.25.16A false balance is an abomination to the LORD, but a just weight is his delight. Deut.25.13 — You shall not have in your bag two kinds of stone weights, a large one and a small one. Deut.25.14 — You shall not have in your house two differing measures, a large and a small. Deut.25.15 — A full and just stone-weight shall be yours, a full and just ephah shall be yours, so that your days may be long upon the land that the LORD your God is giving you. Deut.25.16 — For all who do these things are an abomination to the LORD your God — all who act unjustly.

Notes

  1. 1degüella: strong image of total slaughter by beheading; kept as 'beheads' to preserve the force against the 'bestial' vice.
  2. 2cosquea: early-modern spelling/form of cojear, 'to limp'; de arte: 'in such a way / so that'.
  3. 3Spanish «tan de tomo» means of such weight, substance, or importance; rendered as “of such substance.”
  4. 4«simplicísimo» rendered as “utterly simple” in the classical theological sense of divine simplicity (not naïveté).
  5. 5«quedaría el deleite… quejoso» rendered as “would go unsatisfied,” capturing the rhetorical claim that only God’s infinite self-enjoyment fully measures infinite delight.
  6. 6"hasta la fin" rendered as "forever" (until the end / without end), matching the Psalm sense of everlasting pleasures.
  7. 7Normalized "rió" as "río" (river); the source spelling is the common early-modern orthography for río, and the sense matches the biblical "river of your delights."
  8. 8"embriagaos" is the spiritual intoxication of Song 5:1; rendered as "be filled to overflowing" to keep the force without suggesting literal drunkenness.
  9. 9"él" most naturally refers to "deleite" (delight) from the preceding sentences—those who love delight—rather than to a person.
  10. 10Source reads «Santos v Ángeles»; treated as «Santos y Ángeles» (Saints and Angels), a common y/v confusions in early Spanish print.
  11. 11Source ends «deleites camales»; almost certainly a typographical error for «deleites carnales» (carnal pleasures), matching the chapter's flesh/carnal theme and s1's «hombre carnal».
  12. 12Spanish esforsada is an older spelling of esforzada, “strengthened/fortified”; rendered as “strengthened.”
  13. 13espantada is feminine singular (agreeing with ánima/doncella) while the verbs remain second-person plural; rendered as the soul’s horrified outcry: “struck with horror.”
  14. 14Elliptical completion of the previous exclamation: what is lost is “the sweetest God,” and the exchange is “for the vilest flesh.”
  15. 15Source “peso v medidas” read as “peso y medidas” (“weight and measures”); “v” is a common period/print stand-in for “y,” also seen nearby (e.g., “Santos v Ángeles”).

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