It is esier to know God than our soule, for God is to us nerer than that, and therfore if we will have knowing of it, we must seke into God; and He will we desir to have knowledge of kynde, mercy, and grace. Fifty-sixth chapter.
Knowing God First
It is easier to know God than our own soul, for our soul is grounded in God and we must know Him first.
And thus I saw with full certainty that it is easier for us to come to the knowing of God than to know our own soul, for our soul is so deeply grounded in God and so endlessly treasured that we cannot come to the knowing of it until we first have knowing of God, who is the Maker to whom it is united. But even so, I saw that we are fully meant to desire wisely and truly to know our own soul, whereby we are taught to seek it where it is — and that is in God. And thus, by the gracious leading of the Holy Spirit, we should know them both as one. Whether we are stirred to know God or our soul, both are good and true. God is nearer to us than our own soul, for He is the ground in whom our soul stands, and He is the mean that keeps the substance and the sensuality joined to God so that they shall never part.
The Soul Enclosed in God
Our soul rests, stands, and is rooted in God, so we must seek into God to know our soul, where Christ dwells in our sensuality.
For our soul sits in God in true rest, and our soul stands in God in true strength, and our soul is naturally rooted in God in endless love. And so, if we want to know our soul and have Communion and intimacy with it, we must look into our Lord God, in whom it is enclosed.1 I saw and understood more about this enclosure in the sixteenth showing, as I will explain. Regarding our substance and sensuality, it may rightly be called our soul, and that is because of the union it has in God.2 The glorious city that our Lord Jesus sits in is our sensuality, in which He is enclosed; and our natural substance is enclosed in Jesus with the blessed soul of Christ, resting in the Godhead.3
The Path to Full Knowledge
We must remain in longing and penance until we are led deep into God to truly know our soul, for only then can we know God fully.
And I saw with absolute certainty that it must be this way: we have to remain in longing and penance until we are led so deep into God that we truly and really know our own soul. And truly I saw that into this high depth our good Lord Himself leads us in the same love with which He made us, and in the same love with which He bought us through mercy and grace by the power of His blessed Passion. And despite all this, we can never fully know God until we first know our own soul clearly. For until the time it stands in its full powers, we cannot be wholly holy—and that means that our sensuality, by the power of Christ's Passion, is brought up to the substance, with all the gains of our tribulation that our Lord will make us obtain by mercy and grace.45 I had a partial experience of this, and it is grounded in nature.67 That is to say, our reason is grounded in God, who is substantial highness.8 From this substantial nature, mercy and grace spring up and spread into us, working all things for the fulfillment of our joy.9 These are our grounds in which we have our increase and our fulfillment.
Nature, Mercy, and Grace
In nature we have being, in mercy and grace we have increase and fulfillment; these three properties work together, and God wills that we know them, beginning our heavenly joy here.
For in nature we have our life and our being; and in mercy and grace we have our increase and our fulfillment. These are three properties in one goodness, and when one works, all work in the things that now belong to us.10 God wills that we understand this, desiring with all our heart and all our strength to know them more and more until the time we are fulfilled. For to know them fully and to see them clearly is nothing else but the endless joy and bliss that we shall have in Heaven, which God wills should be begun here in the knowing of His love. For by our reason alone we cannot profit unless we truly have mind and love along with it; nor can we be saved only by our natural ground that we have in God, unless we have knowledge of that same ground, mercy, and grace.11 For from these three workings together we receive all our goodness, the first of which are goods of nature. For at our first creation God gave us full goods, and also greater goods, as we could only receive in our spirit.12 But His foreseeing purpose in His eternal wisdom willed that we be twofold.13
Read the original Middle English
And thuss I saw full sekirly that it is ridier to us to cum to the knowyng of God than to knowen our owne soule, for our soule is so deepe groundid in God and so endlesly tresurid that we may not cum to the knowing therof till we have first knowing of God which is the maker to whom it is onyd. But notwithstondyng, I saw that we have of fulhede to desiren wisely and treuly to knowen our owne soule, wherby we are lernid to sekyn it wher it is, and that is in God. And thus be gracious ledyng of the Holy Gost, we should knowen hem both in on. Whither and we be sterid to knowen God or our soule, they arn both good and trew. God is nerer to us than our owen soule, for He is ground in whom our soule stondith, and He is mene that kepith the substance and the sensualite to God so that thai shall never departyn.
For our soule sittith in God in very rest, and our soule stondith in God in very strength, and our soule is kindly rotid in God in endles love. And therfore if we wil have knowlidge of our soule and comenyng and daliance therwith, it behovith to sekyn into our Lord God in whom it is inclosid. And of this inclos I saw and understode more in the sixteenth shewing, as I shall sey. And anempts our substaunce and sensualite, it may rytely be clepid our soule, and that is be the onyng that it hath in God. The worshipfull cyte that our Lord Jesus sittith in, it is our sensualite, in which He is inclosid; and our kindly substance is beclosid in Jesus with the blissid soule of Criste sitting in rest in the Godhede.
And I saw full sekirly that it behovith neds to be that we shuld ben in longyng and in penance into the time that we be led so depe into God that we verily and trewly knowen our own soule. And sothly I saw that into this hey depenes, our good Lord Himselfe ledith us in the same love that He made us, and in the same love that He bowte us be mercy and grace throw vertue of His blissid passion. And notwithstondyng al this, we may never come to full knowyng of God till we know first clerely our owne soule. For into the tyme that it is in the full myts we may not be al ful holy, and that is that our sensualite be the vertue of Crists passion be browte up to the substance, with al the profitts of our tribulation that our Lord shall make us to gettyn be mercy and grace. I had in partie touching; and it is grounded in kynde. That is to sey, our reson is groundid in God which is substantial heyhede. Of this substantial kindhede mercy and grace springith and spredith into us, werking al things in fulfilling of our joy. These arn our grounds in which we have our incres and our fulfilling.
For in kind we have our life and our beyng; and in mercy and grace we have our incres and our fulfilling. These be three propertes in on goodnes, and wher on werkith, all werkyn in the things which be now longyng to us. God will we onderstond, desirand of al our hert and al our strength to have knowing of hem more and mor into the time that we ben fulfillid. For fully to knowen hem and clerely to sen hem is not ell but endless joy and bliss that we shall have in Hevyn, which God will they ben begun here in knowing of His love. For only be our reson we may not profitteyn, but if we have verily therwith mynd and love; ne only in our kindly ground that we have in God we may not be savid, but if we have connyng of the same ground, mercy, and grace. For of these three werkynges altogeder we receive all our goodnes, of the which the first arn goods of kynd. For in our first makyng God gaf us as ful goods and also greter godes as we myte receivin only in our spirite. But His forseing purpos in His endles wisdam wold that we wern duble.
Notes
- 1 ↩ME 'comenyng and daliance' means spiritual communing and loving familiarity with the soul, not frivolous play; rendered as 'communion and intimacy'.
- 2 ↩Julian's paired terms 'substance' and 'sensuality' name the higher and lower aspects of the soul; kept as technical vocabulary rather than paraphrased.
- 3 ↩ME 'kindly substance' means substance by nature (kynde); rendered 'natural substance' to keep Julian's nature-language without sounding archaic.
- 4 ↩Julian's technical pair: sensualite (the sensory/lower soul) and substance (the higher substantial soul). Kept as sensuality/substance rather than paraphrased.
- 5 ↩full myts rendered as 'full powers' (ME mights = strength/powers). Antecedent of 'it' is the soul's condition toward holiness, read from context.
- 6 ↩partie touching: Julian's 'touching' is a brief spiritual apprehension; 'in partie' = in part / partially. Object is implicit from the preceding teaching on knowing the soul.
- 7 ↩kynde rendered as nature, matching Julian's nature–mercy–grace triad in this chapter.
- 8 ↩substantial heyhede kept close as 'substantial highness' (God as the soul's substantial height/exaltation), a Julian technical divine attribute.
- 9 ↩kindhede rendered as nature (abstract of kynde), not modern 'kindness'; in Julian's triad, mercy and grace flow from substantial nature/kind.
- 10 ↩The three properties are nature (kind), mercy, and grace, held in one goodness.
- 11 ↩"mynd" here is interior attention/remembrance joined to love, not bare intellect; "connyng" is knowing/knowledge.
- 12 ↩The correlative "as ful... greter... as" is slightly compressed; rendered as the fullest and even greater goods receivable in spirit alone at first creation.
- 13 ↩"duble" / twofold points to Julian's substance–sensuality pairing, developed in the next chapter.
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