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Chapter 43JulianShowings.1.43

What prayor doth, ordeynyd to God will; and how the goodnes of God hath gret lekyng in the deds that He doth be us, as He wer beholden to us, werkyng althyng ful swetely. Forty-third chapter.

Prayer and God's Delight

Prayer unites the soul to God, and God takes great delight in our prayers as if He were indebted to us, stirring us to ask for what He will do, so that the soul comes into accord with Him.

Prayer unites the soul to God; for though the soul is always like God in nature and substance, restored by grace, it's often unlike Him in condition because of sin on our part. Then prayer is a witness that the soul wills as God wills, and it comforts the conscience and makes a person able to receive grace. And so He teaches us to pray, and to trust mightily that we'll receive it. For He looks on us in love, and wants to make us partners in His good work. And therefore He stirs us to pray for what it pleases Him to do; and for those prayers and that good will which He wants to receive as His gift, He will reward us and give us endless reward.1 And this was shown in this word: "And you ask for it." In this word God showed such great pleasure and such great delight as if He were deeply indebted to us for every good deed that we do—and yet it is He who does it. And because we ask Him mightily to do everything that pleases Him, it's as if He said, "What could please Me more than for you to ask mightily, wisely, and willingly that I do the thing I am going to do?" And so, by prayer, the soul comes into accord with God.

Beholding and Praying

When God shows Himself, the soul beholds Him in high unperceivable prayer; when He is hidden, the soul prays in need, and God always follows with love, drawing us into Himself.

But when our courteous Lord by His grace shows Himself to our soul, we have what we desire, and then for the time we don't see what more we should pray—but all our intent with all our strength is set wholly on the beholding of Him, and this is a high, unperceivable prayer as I see it.23 For all the cause for which we pray is united into the sight and beholding of Him to whom we pray, marvelously enjoying with reverent dread and so great a sweetness and delight in Him that we can pray nothing at all except as He stirs us for the time.4 And I know well that the more the soul sees of God, the more it desires Him by His grace. But when we don't see Him so, then we feel need and cause to pray—because of our failing—for making ourselves able toward Jesus.5 For when the soul is storm-tossed, troubled, and left to itself in unrest, then it is time to pray, to make itself soft and obedient to God.6 But by no kind of prayer does he make God soft toward himself.7 For He is always alike in love. And so I saw that whenever we see needs for which we pray, then our good Lord follows us, helping our desire. And when by His special grace we plainly behold Him, seeing no other needs, then we follow Him, and He draws us into Himself by love. For I saw and felt that His marvelous and full goodness fulfills all our powers, and then I saw that His continual working in every kind of thing is done so graciously, so wisely, and so mightily that it surpasses all our imagining and all that we can suppose and think; and then we can do no more but behold Him, rejoicing with a high, mighty desire to be wholly united into Him, and entered into His dwelling, and to rejoice in His loving, and delight in His goodness.89

From Grace to Glory

Through humble prayer we receive spiritual touches of God now, and in the end we will see Him face to face, fully possessing Him, though no one can see God and live in this mortal life except by special grace.

And then, with His sweet grace, in our own humble, continual prayers, we will come into Him now in this life through many private touches of sweet spiritual sight and feeling, measured out to us as our simplicity can bear it—and this has been worked, and will be worked, by the grace of the Holy Spirit, until we die in longing for love. And then we will all come into our Lord, clearly knowing ourselves and fully possessing God; and we are endlessly and wholly held in God, truly seeing Him and fully feeling Him, spiritually hearing Him, delightfully smelling Him, and sweetly swallowing Him; and then we will see God face to face, intimately and fully.10 The creature that is made will see and endlessly behold God, who is the Maker. For in this way no one can see God and live afterward—that is to say, in this mortal life. But when, by His special grace, He wills to show Himself here, He strengthens the creature beyond itself, and He measures the showing according to His own will, as it is profitable for the time.

Read the original Middle English

Prayor onyth the soule to God; for thow the soule be ever lyke to God in kynde and substance restorid be grace, it is often onlyke in condition be synne on manys partye. Than is prayor a wittnes that the soule will as God will, and comfortith the conscience and ablith man to grace. And thus He techith us to prayen, and mytyly to trosten that we shal have it. For He beholdith us in love, and wil makyn us partyner of His gode dede. And therfore He steryth us to prayen that that likyth Hym to don; for which prayors and gode will that He wil have of His gyft, He wil reward us and gevyn us endless mede. And this was shewid in this word, And thou besekyst it. In this word God shewid so gret plesance and so gret lykyng as He were mekyl beholden to us for every god dede that we don, and yet it is He that doth it. And for that we besekyn Hym mytyly to don althyng that Him lekyt, as if He seid, "What myte then plese Me more, than to besekyn mytyly, wisely, and wilfully to do that thyng that I shal don?"

And thus the soule be prayor accordyth to God.

But whan our curtes Lord of His grace shewith Hymselfe to eur soule, we have that we desire, and than we se not for the tyme what we shuld more pray, but al our entent with al our myte is sett holy to the beholdyng of Hym, and this is an hey, unperceyvable prayor as to my syte. For al the cause wherfor we prayen, it is onyd into the syte and beholdyng of Hym to whome we prayen, mervelously enjoyand with reverent drede and so grete sweteness and delite in Hym, that we can pray ryth nowte but as He steryth us for the tyme.

And wel I wote the mor the soule seeth of God, the more it desyrith Hym be His grace. But whan we sen Hym not so, than fele we nede and cause to pray - for faylyng - for ablyng of ourselfe to Jesus. For whan the soule is tempested, troublid, and left to hymself be onreste, than it is tyme to prayen to maken hymselfe supple and buxum to God. But he be no manner of prayor makyth God supple to hym. For He is ever alyke in love. And thus I saw that what tyme we se nedys wherfore we prayen, than our good Lord folowyth us, helpand our desire. And whan we of His special grace planely beholden Hym seying non other nedys, than we folowen Hym, and He drawith us into Hym be love. For I saw and felt that His mervelous and fulsome goodnes fulfillith al our mytys, and then I saw that His continuate werkyng in al manner thing is don so godely, so wysely, and so mytyly that it overpassyt al our imagyning and all that we can wenyn and thynken; and than we can do no more but behold Hym, enjoyeng with an hey, myty desire to be al onyd into Hym, and entred to His wonyng, and enjoy in Hys lovyng, and deliten in His godeness.

And then shal we, with His swete grace, in our owen meke continuat prayors, come into Hym now in thys life be many privy tuchyngs of swete gostly syghts and felyng, mesurid to us as our simplehede may bere it, and this wrowte, and shal be, be the grace of the Holy Gost, so long til we shal dey in longyng for love. And than shal we all come into our Lord, ourselfe clerely knowand and God fulsomely havyng; and we endlesly ben al had in God, Hym verily seand, and fulsomly feland, Hym gostly heryng, and Hym delectably smellyng, and Hym swetely swelowyng; and than shal we sen God face to face, homly and fulsumly. The creature that is made shal sen and endlesly beholden God which is the maker. For thus may no man sen God and leven after, that is to sey, in this dedly life. But whan He of His special grace wil shewn Him here, He strengthyth the creature above the selfe, and He mesurith the shewing after His own wille as it is profitable for the tyme.

Notes

  1. 1 ↩"of His gyft" read as the prayers and good will God desires from us, themselves given by Him; alternative: reward given from His gift.
  2. 2 ↩Source reading "eur soule" taken as "our soul" (likely scribal/normalizer slip for "our").
  3. 3 ↩"sett holy" rendered as "set wholly" (adverb of completeness), not "set holy".
  4. 4 ↩"onyd into" kept as "united into" to preserve Julian's language of oneness without archaic "oned".
  5. 5 ↩Dashed parenthetical 'for faylyng - for ablyng' read as cause (our failing/deficiency) plus purpose (being made able toward Jesus).
  6. 6 ↩ME 'buxum' rendered as 'obedient' (compliant), not modern 'buxom'. 'supple' rendered as 'soft' to keep the s3/s4 contrast clear in contemporary English.
  7. 7 ↩Contrast with s3: prayer makes the soul soft/obedient to God; it does not make God soft toward the one who prays. Source syntax 'But he be no manner of prayor makyth...' is compressed.
  8. 8 ↩ME 'fulsome' rendered as 'full' (abundant/plenteous), not the modern pejorative sense.
  9. 9 ↩ME 'onyd into' rendered 'united into' to match chapter practice and avoid archaic 'oned'.
  10. 10 ↩swelowyng keeps Julian's bodily metaphor for the spiritual sense of taste/intake; 'swallowing' is literal to the source rather than flattened to 'tasting'.

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