The fourteenth Revelation is as afornseyd etc. It is impossible we shuld pray for mercy and want it; and how God will we alway pray thow we be drey and barryn, for that prayer is to Him acceptabil and plesante. Forty-first chapter.
The Ground of Our Beseeching
Our Lord shows that He is the ground of our prayer, and that our beseeching is already answered because He wills it and makes us will it.
After this, our Lord showed concerning prayers, and in that showing I saw two conditions in our Lord's meaning. One is rightfulness; another is sure trust.1 But yet often our trust is not full, for we are not sure that God hears us, as it seems to us, because of our unworthiness and because we feel nothing at all, for we are as barren and dry often after our prayers as we were before. And this, in our feeling — our folly — is the cause of our weakness.2 For I have felt it this way in myself. And our Lord suddenly brought all this to my mind and showed these words and said: I am the ground of your beseeching. First, it is my will that you have it; and then I make you will it; and then I make you beseech it; and you do beseech it. How then could it be that you should not have your beseeching?
The Certainty of Being Heard
Our Lord shows that it is utterly impossible to beseech mercy and grace and not receive them, for He has ordained them for us from eternity.
And so, in the first reason together with the three that follow, our good Lord shows a mighty comfort, as can be seen in those same words. And in the first reason He says this: And you beseech it. There He shows very great pleasure and endless reward that He will give us for our beseeching.3 And in the sixth reason He says: How could it then be?4 etc.5 This was said to mark an impossibility.6 For it is utterly impossible that we should beseech mercy and grace and not have it. For of everything that our good Lord makes us beseech, He Himself has ordained it for us from without beginning.7
Prayer as Union with God's Will
Asking is a gracious will of the soul united to God by the Holy Spirit, and our prayers are received by Christ as a treasure that will never perish.
Here we see that our beseeching is not the cause of God's goodness, and He truly showed that in all these sweet words when He says, 'I am the ground.' And our good Lord wants this to be known by His lovers on earth, and the more we know, the more we should beseech, if we take it wisely; and that is our Lord's meaning. Beseeching is a new, gracious, lasting will of the soul, united and fastened into the will of our Lord by the sweet secret work of the Holy Spirit.8 Our Lord Himself is the first to receive our prayers, as I see it, and He takes them most thankfully and with great joy; and He sends them upward and stores them as treasure where they will never perish.✦ There it is before God with all His holy ones, continually received, always furthering our needs.9 And when we receive our bliss, it will be given to us as a degree of joy, with endless worshipful thanks from Him.10
Praying in Dryness and Barrenness
God delights in our prayers even when we feel nothing, and He calls us to pray continually, accepting our good will and labor until we have Him as our reward.
Our Lord is fully glad and joyful over our prayers, and He looks for them, and He wants them. For with His grace He makes us like Himself in our disposition, just as we are like Him by nature, and that is His joyful will, for He says this: Pray inwardly, even if it seems to you that it brings you no savor.1112 For it is profitable even if you feel nothing, even if you see nothing—yes, even if you think you can do nothing. For in dryness and barrenness, in sickness and weakness, then your prayer is very pleasing to Me, even if you think it brings you little or no savor; and so is all your living prayer in My sight.13 For the reward and the endless thanks that He will give us, therefore He is eager to have us pray continually in His sight.14 God accepts the good will and the labor of His servant, however we feel.15 So it pleases Him that we work in our prayers and in good living, by His help and His grace, reasonably and with discretion, keeping our strength for Him, until we have Him whom we seek in the fullness of joy—that is, Jesus.16 And He showed that in the fifteenth Revelation, before these words: You will have Me as your reward.
Thanksgiving as True Prayer
Thanksgiving is an inward knowing that turns us to God, breaking out in praise and, in times of dryness, calling upon His Passion, until His word quickens the heart.
Thanksgiving is also a part of prayer. Thanksgiving is a new, inward knowing, with great reverence and loving dread, turning ourselves with all our powers into the working that our good Lord stirs us to, rejoicing and giving thanks inwardly.17 Sometimes, out of sheer abundance, it breaks out aloud and says, "Good Lord, grant mercy."18 Blessed may You be." And sometimes, when the heart is dry and feels nothing, or when we are under temptation from our enemy, we are driven by reason and by grace to cry out to our Lord aloud, rehearsing His blessed Passion and His great goodness. The power of our Lord's word turns into the soul and quickens the heart, and by His grace brings it into true working, making it pray well—blissfully and truly rejoicing in our Lord; it is a fully blissful thanksgiving in His sight.19
Read the original Middle English
After this, our Lord shewid for prayers, in which shewing I se two conditions in our Lordis menyng. On is rytfulnes; another is sekir troste. But yet oftentymes our troste is not full, for we arn not sekir that God herith us, as us thynkith, for our onworthyness and for we felyn ryth nowte, for we arn as barren and dry oftentimes after our prayors as we wer aforn. And this, in our felyng, our foly, is cause of our wekenis. For thus have I felt in myselfe. And al this browte our Lord sodenly to my mend and shewed these words and said: I am ground of thi besekyng. First it is my wille that thou have it, and sythen I make the to willen it, and sithen I make the to besekyn it, and thou besekyst it. How shuld it than be that thou shuld not have thyn besekyng?
And thus in the first reason with the three that followen, our good Lord shewith a mytye comforte as it may be seen in the same words. And in the first reason, thus He seith: And thou besekyst it. There He shewith ful grete plesance and endles mede that He will gevyn us for our besekyng. And in the sixth reason, there He seith: How shuld it than be? etc. , this was seid for an impossible. For it is most impossible that we shuld besekyn mercy and grace and not have it. For of all thyng that our good Lord makyth us to besekyn, Hymselfe hath ordeynid it to us from withoute begynnyng.
Here may we seen that our besekyng is not cause of Godis goodness, and that shewid He sothfastly in al these swete words when He seith: I am grounde. And our good Lord wille that this be knowen of His lovers in erth, and the more that we knowen, the more shuld we besekyn, if it be wisely taken; and so is our Lords menyng. Besekyng is a new, gracious, lestyng will of the soule onyd and festenyd into the will of our Lord be the swete privy werke of the Holy Gost. Our Lord Hymselfe, He is the first receyvor of our prayors, as to my syte, and takyth it ful thankfully and heyly enjoyand; and He sendyth it up aboven, and settith it in tresour wher it shal never perishen. It is ther aforn God with al His holy, continuly receyvyd, ever spedand our nedys. And whan we shal underfongyn our bliss it shal be gevyn us for a degre of joye with endles worshipful thankyng of Hym.
Full glad and mery is our Lord of our prayors, and He lokyth therafter, and He wil have it. For with His grace He makyth us lyke to Hymself in condition as we arn in kynd, and so is His blisful will, for He seith thus: Pray inderly thow the thynkyth it savowr the nott. For it is profitable thow thou fele not, thow thou se nowte, ya, thow thou thynke thou myghte nowte. For in dryhede and in barrenhede, in sekenes and in febelnes, than is thyn prayers wel plesant to me, thow thou thynkyth it savowr the nowte but litil; and so is al thy levyng prayers in my syte. For the mede and the endles thanke that He wil gevyn us, therfore He is covetous to have us pray continuly in His syhte. God acceptith the good will and the travel of His servant, howsoever we felen. Wherfore it plesyth Hym that we werkyn and in our prayors and in good levyng be Hys helpe and His grace resonably with discrecion, kepand our myght to Hym, til whan that we have Hym that we sekyn in fulhede of joy - that is, Jesus. And that shewid He in the fifteenth Revelation aforn this word: Thou shalt have Me to thy mede.
And also to prayors longyth thankyng. Thankyng is a new, inward knowing with gret reverens and lovely drede turnyng ourselfe with all our myghts into the werkyng that our good Lord steryth us to, enjoyng and thankyng inwardly. And sometyme, for plenteoushede, it brekyth out with voyce, and seith, "Good Lord, grante mercy. Blissid mot Thou be." And sumtyme whan the herte is drey and felyth not, or ell be temptation of our enemy, than it is dreven by reason and be grece to cryen upon our Lord with voyce, rehersyng His blissid passion and His gret goodnes. And the vertue of our Lords word turnyth into the soule, and quicknith the herte, and entrith it be His grace into trew werkyng, and makyth it prayen wel blisfully and trewly to enjoyen our Lord; it is a ful blisfull thankyng in His syte.
Scripture echoes
- ↩Matt.6.19-Matt.6.20;Luke.12.33 — Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. Matt.6.20 — But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and where thieves do not break in or steal. Luke.12.33 — Sell your possessions and give alms. Make for yourselves purses that do not wear out, an unfailing treasure in the heavens, where no thief draws near and no moth destroys.
Notes
- 1 ↩Middle English rytfulnes kept as rightfulness (Julian's usual sense of right ordering/righteous fitness), not reduced to generic 'justice' or modern 'being right.'
- 2 ↩Appositive reading: the 'this' that causes weakness is our folly as we experience/feel it, not a separate feeling distinct from folly.
- 3 ↩ME 'mede' rendered as 'reward' (meed/recompense), not 'mead'.
- 4 ↩ME 'than' taken as 'then' (temporal/logical consequence), not comparative 'than'.
- 5 ↩Manuscript abbreviation continuing the Lord's question from the previous section: 'that you should not have your beseeching?'
- 6 ↩ME 'seid for an impossible' = said as / with respect to something impossible; Julian treats the Lord's rhetorical question as asserting an impossibility.
- 7 ↩ME 'from withoute begynnyng' kept as 'from without beginning' (eternal ordination), rather than flattened only to 'from eternity'.
- 8 ↩enm 'privy' rendered as 'secret' (inward/intimate); 'lestyng' as 'lasting'; 'onyd and festenyd' as 'united and fastened'; 'be' as instrumental 'by'.
- 9 ↩enm 'al His holy' taken as substantivized 'all His holy ones' (saints); 'spedand' as 'furthering/meeting' our needs.
- 10 ↩enm 'thankyng of Hym' can read as thanksgiving directed to Him or thanks given by Him; rendered as 'thanks from Him' in light of the chapter's theme of endless reward/thanks God will give (cf. neighboring 1.41.4).
- 11 ↩ME 'condition' vs 'kynd': rendered as grace-formed disposition versus created nature, the usual Julian contrast.
- 12 ↩ME 'savowr' kept as savor for the felt sweetness/taste of prayer, not reduced to mere pleasure.
- 13 ↩ME 'levyng prayers' rendered as living prayer: prayer carried through one's whole life and living, not merely spoken words.
- 14 ↩ME 'covetous' here means eager/desirous in a positive sense; rendered 'eager' to avoid modern pejorative greed.
- 15 ↩ME 'travel' = travail/toil; rendered 'labor' for the effort of prayerful service, not journeying.
- 16 ↩Parsed 'werkyn ... in our prayors and in good levyng be Hys helpe and His grace' as working in prayer and good living by His help and grace; the ME syntax is compressed.
- 17 ↩ME 'lovely drede' kept as 'loving dread': awe joined with love, not terror.
- 18 ↩ME 'grante mercy' may be the thanksgiving idiom (OF grant merci, 'many thanks') or a petition for mercy; rendered literally because mercy is thematic in this chapter and the cry is solemn address to God.
- 19 ↩ME 'vertue' rendered as 'power' (efficacy of the Lord's word), not moral virtue.
Revelations of Divine Love (Showings) companion
A daily portion of stillness
Chosen Portion delivers one short contemplative reading and a guided moment of silence each day — the ascent, one step at a time.
Chosen Portion is the paced doorway into this collection: it portions the dense mystical treatises into one daily reading plus guided silence, exactly as the 14-day plan teaches.
- Daily bite-sized excerpts from the contemplative classics, never a wall of text
- A built-in timed stillness practice that grows from 2 minutes to 10
- Gentle progression through the tradition — the app remembers where you are on the ascent