Us nedyth to longyn in love with Jesus, eschewyng synne for love; the vyleness of synne passith al peynes; and God lovith wol tenderly us while we be in synne, and so us nedyth to doe our neybor. Fortieth chapter.
God's Tender Keeping in Sin
God keeps us tenderly while we are in sin, shows us our sin by mercy, and when we repent, He welcomes us joyfully as if He Himself had been in pain.
This is a sovereign friendship of our courteous Lord: that He keeps us so tenderly while we are in sin. And furthermore He touches us very inwardly and shows us our sin by the sweet light of mercy and grace.1 But when we see ourselves so foul, then we think that God is angry with us for our sin; and then we are stirred by the Holy Spirit through contrition into prayer and a desire to amend our life with all our strength, to appease the wrath of God, until we find rest in soul and ease in conscience; and then we hope that God has forgiven us our sins. And it is true. And then our courteous Lord shows Himself to the soul very joyfully and with a glad face, with friendly welcoming, as if He Himself had been in pain and in prison, saying sweetly thus: "My darling, I am glad you have come to me; in all your woe I have always been with you, and now you see my loving, and we are made one in bliss."23 Thus sins are forgiven by mercy and grace, and our soul is honorably received in joy, just as it shall be when it comes to Heaven, as often as it comes by the gracious working of the Holy Spirit and the power of Christ's Passion.4
Longing for God and the Danger of Presumption
We must live in sweet prayer and loving longing for Jesus, but beware of the false stirring that would treat sin lightly; true love teaches us to hate sin for love.
Here I truly understand that everything is made ready for us by the great goodness of God — so much so that whenever we ourselves are in peace and charity, we are truly saved. But because we can't have this in fullness while we're here, it therefore falls to us always to live in sweet prayer and in loving longing with our Lord Jesus.5 For He always longs to bring us to the fullness of joy, as was said before where He shows the spiritual thirst.6 But now, because of all this spiritual comfort that was said before, if any man or woman is stirred by folly to say or to think, "If this is true, then it would be good to sin in order to have the greater reward," or else to take sin less seriously — beware of this stirring.7 For truly, if it comes, it is untrue, and it is from the enemy of that same true love that teaches us all this comfort. That same blessed love teaches us that we should hate sin only for love. And I am certain, by my own feeling, that the more every kind soul sees this in the courteous love of our Lord God, the more reluctant he is to sin, and the more ashamed he is.8
The Vileness of Sin and the Call to Love
Sin is more vile than any pain, and a kind soul has no hell but sin; yet God is willing to save us, and He teaches us to do good in return for evil, being love itself.
For if all the pains in Hell and in Purgatory and on earth—death and the rest—and sin were laid before us, we would rather choose all that pain than sin. For sin is so vile and so greatly to be hated that it can be likened to no pain that is not itself sin.9 And no harder hell was shown to me than sin. For a kind soul has no hell but sin.10 And as we give our intent to love and meekness, by the working of mercy and grace we are made wholly fair and clean. And as mighty and as wise as God is to save humankind, so willing He is—for Christ Himself is the ground of all the laws of Christian people; and He taught us to do good in return for evil. Here we may see that He Himself is this love, and does to us as He teaches us to do.11 For He wills that we be like Him in the wholeness of endless love toward ourselves and toward our fellow Christians.12
Hate Sin, Love the Soul, Rest in God's Keeping
God's love toward us is not broken by our sin, so we must not break our love toward ourselves or our neighbor, but hate sin and love the soul, resting in the comfort that God keeps us securely.
Just as His love toward us isn't broken because of our sin, so He doesn't want our love to be broken toward ourselves and toward our fellow Christians. But hate sin purely, and love the soul endlessly as God loves it; then we will hate sin as God hates it, and love the soul as God loves it.13 For this word that God said is an endless comfort: I keep you securely.
Read the original Middle English
This is a severayn frendshyp of our curtes Lord, that He kepyth us so tenderly whil we be in synne. And furthermore He touchyth us ful privily and shewyth us our synne be the swete lyte of mercy and grace. But whan we seen ourselfe so foule, than wene we that God were wroth with us for our synne, and than aren we steryd of the Holy Gost be contrition into prayers and desire to amendyng of our life with al our mytes, to slakyn the wreth of God, on to the tyme we fynd a rest in soule and softnes in consciens, and than hope we that God hath forgoven us our synnes. And it is soth. And than shewith our curtes Lord Hymselfe to the soul wol merily and with glad cher with frendful welcummyng as if He had ben in peyn and in prison, sayand swetely thus: "My derlyng, I am glad thou art comen to me; in al thi wo I have ever be with the, and now seist thou my lovyng, and we be onyd in bliss." Thus arn synnes forgoven be mercy and grace, and our soule worshipfully receivid in joye, like as it shal be whan it comyth to Hevyn, as oftentymes as it comys be the gracious werkyng of the Holy Gost and the vertue of Crists passion.
Here understond I sothly that al manner thyng is made redy to us be the grete goodnes of God so ferforth that what tyme we ben our selfe in peas and charite we be verily save. But for we may not have this in fulhede whil we arn here, therefore it befallyth us evermore to leven in swete prayor and in lovely longyng with our Lord Jesus. For He longyth ever to bryng us to the fulhede of joy, as it is afornseid where He shewith the gostly threst. But now because of al this gostly comfort that is afornseyd, if ony man or woman be sterid be foly to seyn or to thinken, "If this be soth, than were it good to synne to have the more mede," or ell to chargyn the less to synne - beware of this steryng. For sothly if it come it is ontrew, and of the enemy of the same trew love that techith us all this comforte. The same blissid love techith us that we should haten synne only for love. And I am sekir, by myn owen felyng, the more that every kinde soul seith this in the curtes love of our Lord God, the lother is hym to synne, and the more he is ashamid.
For if afor us were layd al the peynes in Helle and in Purgatory and in erth - deth and other - and synne, we should rather chose al that peyne than synne. For synne is so vile and so mekyl to haten, that it may be liken to no payne, which peyne is not synne. And to me was shewid no herder helle than synne. For a kynde soule hath non helle but synne. And we gevyn our intent to love and mekenes, be the werkyng of mercy and grace we arn mad al fair and clene. And as mygty and as wyse as God is to save man, as wyllyng He is, for Criste Hymselfe is ground of all the lawis of Cristen men; and He tawth us to doe good ageyn ille. Here may we se that He is Hymselfe this charite, and doith to us as He techith us to don. For He will we be like Hym in holehede of endless love to ourselfe and to our even Cristen.
No more than His love is broken to us for our synne, no more will He that our love be broken to ourselfe and to our evyn Cristen. But nakidly hate synne and endlesly loven the soule as God lovith it; than shal we haten synne lyke as God hatith it, and love the soule as God lovyth it. For this word that God seid is an endless comfort: I kepe the sekirly.
Notes
- 1 ↩ME 'ful privily' rendered as 'very inwardly' (intimate/hidden interior touch), not merely 'in secret'.
- 2 ↩ME 'onyd' rendered as 'made one' to preserve Julian's distinctive language of oneing/union rather than a looser 'united'.
- 3 ↩The clause 'as if He had ben in peyn and in prison' keeps Christ as grammatical subject: He welcomes as one who has shared the soul's suffering.
- 4 ↩ME 'worshipfully' rendered as 'honorably' (honor/worship as dignity), not modern 'with worship services'.
- 5 ↩enm 'leven' rendered as 'live' (dwell/abide in); 'lovely longyng' as 'loving longing' rather than modern aesthetic 'lovely'.
- 6 ↩enm 'gostly threst' kept as 'spiritual thirst' — Julian's revealed thirst of Christ for souls, not bodily thirst alone.
- 7 ↩enm 'mede' rendered as 'reward' (merit/recompense); 'chargyn the less to synne' as 'take sin less seriously' (regard it more lightly).
- 8 ↩enm 'kinde soul' rendered as 'kind soul' (a soul of good/natural disposition toward God); 'curtes love' kept as 'courteous love', Julian's distinctive term for God's gentle courtesy.
- 9 ↩mekyl = much/greatly; rendered as "so greatly to be hated" for the force of the comparative.
- 10 ↩kynde soule: in Julian, kynde often means natural/true-to-nature as well as kindly disposed; rendered "kind soul" to keep both the natural and gracious sense.
- 11 ↩charite rendered as love per lexeme default; the sense is Christ as charity itself, the theological virtue He both is and teaches.
- 12 ↩holehede = wholeness/completeness; even Cristen = fellow Christians (Julian's standard term).
- 13 ↩ME nakidly: nakedly/plainly/without covering—hate sin for what it is, without excuse or mixture. Rendered as 'purely'.
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