His Grace's Speech, according to the Original, written with his own hand, and delivered by him upon the Scaffold on Tower-hill, Jan. 10. 1644. to his Chaplain Dr. Sterne, now Lord Arch-Bishop of York.
The Race and the Cross
Archbishop Laud reflects on his life as a race ending in the cross, drawing strength from the example of Christ.
This is a difficult time to preach, yet I will begin with a passage of Scripture from Hebrews. 12. 2. Let us run with patience the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is now seated at the right hand of the throne of God. I've been running my race for a long time, and Jesus, the Author and Finisher of my faith, knows best how I've looked to Him. I've now reached the end of my race, and here I find the Cross—a shameful death. But the shame must be despised, or there’s no coming to the right hand of God. Jesus despised the shame for me, and God forbid that I should not despise the shame for Him.
The Red Sea and the Passover
Laud compares his suffering to the Israelites' passage through the Red Sea and the bitterness of the Passover herbs.
I'm moving quickly, as you can see, toward the Red Sea, and my feet are right on the edge of it. I hope this is a sign that God is bringing me into the Promised Land, for that was the path He took to lead His people. But before they arrived, he established a Passover for them. It was a lamb, but as Exodus states, it had to be eaten with bitter herbs. 12. 8. I will obey and strive to digest the bitter herbs, as well as the Lamb. And I will remember that it is the Lord's Passover. I won't dwell on the herbs or be angry with the hands that gathered them; instead, I will look only to him who instituted the one and governs the other. For as St. John states, people can have no power over me except what is given to them from above. 19. 11. I don't relish this passage through the Red Sea, because I have the weakness and frailty of flesh and blood abundantly within me. And I have prayed with my Savior, 'Let this cup of red wine pass from me,' as it says in Luke 22. 42. But if not, may God's will, not mine, be done. And I will most willingly drink from this cup as deeply as He pleases, and enter into this Sea—yes, and pass through it in the way that He leads me. But I want to remind you, good people, that when God's servants were in that turbulent sea, with Aaron among them, the Egyptians who persecuted them and drove them into those waters were drowned in them while they were still in pursuit. I know my God, whom I serve, is just as able to deliver me from this sea of blood as He was to deliver the three children from the furnace. 3. And (I most humbly thank my Saviour for it) my resolution is the same as theirs: They would not worship the image which the king had set up, nor will I worship the imaginations that the people are setting up. Nor will I forsake the temple and the truth of God to follow the bleating of Jeroboam's calves in Dan and in Bethel. These people are sadly misled today; may God, in His mercy, open their eyes so they can see the right way. Today, the blind lead the blind; and if they continue on this path, they'll both certainly fall into the ditch. 39.
Innocence and Historical Precedent
Laud asserts his innocence while finding comfort in the historical examples of saints and martyrs who suffered unjustly.
As for me, I humbly acknowledge that I am a grievous sinner in many ways—in my thoughts, words, and deeds. Yet, I cannot doubt that God has mercy in store for me, a poor penitent, just as He does for other sinners. Now, on this sad occasion, I have searched every corner of my heart, and yet I thank God that I have not found any sin among the many that deserves death under any known law of this kingdom. And yet I don't blame my judges at all; if they proceed based on evidence from credible witnesses, I or any other innocent person could be justly condemned. And I thank God that, even though the weight of the sentence feels heavy upon me, I am as calm inside as I have ever been in my life. And although I am not only the first Archbishop, but the first man ever to die by an Ordinance in Parliament, some of my predecessors have gone this way, though not by this means. For Elphegus was hurried away and lost his head to the Danes; Simon Sudbury fell victim to the fury of Wat Tyler and his followers. Before these, St. John the Baptist had his head danced off by a lewd woman; and St. Cyprian, Archbishop of Carthage, submitted his head to a persecuting sword. Many great and good examples teach me patience. For I hope my cause in heaven will look different than the way it appears here. It brings me some comfort, not only that I follow the path of these great men from various generations, but also that my charge, as foul as it may seem, resembles the accusations made against the Jews in relation to St. Paul, as noted in Acts 25. 8. For he was accused regarding the Law and the Temple—that is, in other words, religion. And like that of St. Stephen, as mentioned in Acts 6. 14, for breaking the ordinances that Moses gave—that is, For the Law and religion, the Holy Place and the Law, are one. This is the essence of the Law and religion, the Holy Place and the Law. 13. But you might say, do I then compare myself with the integrity of St. Paul and St. Stephen? No, far be that from me. I only find comfort in the fact that these great saints and servants of God faced similar trials in their time as I do now. And it is memorable that St. Paul, who supported the accusation against St. Stephen, later fell under the very same himself.
Addressing the Clamor of the People
Laud addresses accusations of Popery and the dangerous influence of public clamor on the judicial process.
Yes, but there's a lot of noise claiming that I would have brought in Popery. I'll answer that more fully soon. In the meantime, you know what the Pharisees accused Christ of. 48. If we leave him alone, everyone will believe in him, and the Romans will come and take away both our place and our nation. This was a baseless outcry against Christ, claiming that the Romans would come. And see how just God's judgment was. They crucified Christ for fear that the Romans would come; yet it was his death that brought the Romans upon them, with God punishing them for the very thing they feared most. I pray to God that this cry of 'The Romans are coming'—for which I have given no cause—doesn't actually help bring them here. For the Pope has never had such a harvest in England since the Reformation as he has now with the sects and divisions among us. In the meantime, I am passing through this world, experiencing honor and dishonor, good reports and bad, as a deceiver and yet true. 6. 8. I think it’s worth mentioning some specific points as well. 1. And first, I want to speak boldly about our gracious Sovereign King: He has been much maligned for bringing in Popery. But on my conscience (of which I will give God a present account), I know him to be as free from this charge as any man living: I hold him to be as sound a Protestant according to the religion established by law as any man in his kingdom; and he will risk his life as far and as freely for it. And I think I know both his affection for religion and his reasons for it as fully as any man in England. 2. The second point concerns this great and populous city (which God bless). Recently, there has been a trend to gather signatures and then go to the great Court of the Kingdom, the Parliament, and demand justice; as if that great and wise Court, before whom cases come that are unknown to the many, could not or would not do justice except at their behest; a practice that may endanger many an innocent man and bring his blood upon their own heads, and perhaps upon the cities as well. And this has recently been practiced against me: the magistrates standing by and allowing them to proceed from parish to parish without any check. May God forgive those who started this; I beg it with all my heart. Still, many well-meaning people are caught up in it. In the case of St. Stephen, when nothing else worked, they stirred up the people against him, as recorded in Acts. 6. 12. And Herod followed the same path: after he had killed St. James, he still wouldn't dare to touch St. Peter until he saw how the other pleased the people, as noted in Acts 12. 3. But be careful not to have your hands full of blood, as warned in Isaiah. 1. 15. For there is a time best known to Himself, when God, above other sins, makes inquiry for blood. And when that inquiry is underway, the Psalmist tells us, 9. 12. that God remembers; but that’s not all, He remembers and doesn’t forget the complaint of the poor. e. whose blood is shed by oppression. 9. Take heed of this: it's a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God (Hebrews). 12. But especially when He is making an inquisition for blood. And while I pray to avert it, I heartily desire this city to remember the prophecy expressed in Jeremiah. 26. 15. 3.
The Church and Personal Testimony
Laud laments the state of the Church of England and offers a final, solemn declaration of his own faith and innocence.
The third point is the struggling Church of England. It has thrived and provided shelter to neighboring churches when storms have threatened them. But alas, it is now caught in a storm itself, and only God knows whether or how it will escape. And what’s worse than an external storm is that it has become like an oak tree split apart by wedges driven into its own trunk. At every split, irreverence and a lack of faith are creeping in; meanwhile, as Prosper says, those who introduce irreverence are cloaked in the name of Imaginary Religion, for we have lost the essence and dwell too much on opinions. And that Church, which all the Jesuits' schemes could not ruin, has fallen into danger by its own actions. 4. The final point (as I don't wish to be too lengthy) is myself. I was born and baptized in the bosom of the Church of England, established by law. In that profession, I have lived ever since, and in that, I come now to die. Everyone knows the clamor and slander I've endured for trying to maintain uniformity in the external service of God, according to the doctrine and discipline of this Church, and I've felt it deeply. Now, at last, I'm accused of high treason in Parliament, a crime my soul has always abhorred. This treason was said to consist of two parts: an attempt to subvert the laws of the land and a similar attempt to overthrow the true Protestant religion established by law. Beyond my responses to the various charges, I declared my innocence in both Houses. It was said that the protestations of prisoners at the bar should not be taken seriously. Therefore, I must now address this matter upon my death, as I will soon have to give God an account of its truth. So here, in the presence of God and His holy angels, I declare as I face death that I never sought to undermine either the law or religion. And I ask you all to remember this declaration of mine regarding my innocence in this matter and in any treasons whatsoever. I've been accused of being an enemy to Parliaments. No, I understand them and the benefits they bring too well to be that. But I did dislike the misgovernance of some Parliaments in many ways, and I had good reason for it; for the corruption of the best is the worst. And since that is the highest court, over which no other has jurisdiction, when it is misinformed or mismanaged, the subject is left without any remedy. But I am finished. I forgive everyone in the world, including all the bitter enemies who have persecuted me; and I humbly ask to be forgiven first by God, and then by everyone else. So I sincerely ask you to join me in prayer.
Final Prayers for Mercy and Peace
Laud concludes his speech with a series of prayers for his own soul and for the peace of the kingdom.
O Eternal God and merciful Father, look down upon me in mercy, in the riches and fullness of all your mercies. Look upon me, but not until you have nailed my sins to the Cross of Christ, not until you have bathed me in the blood of Christ, not until I have hidden myself in the wounds of Christ; so that the punishment due for my sins may pass over me. And since you are pleased to test me to the utmost, I humbly ask you to give me now, in this great moment, full patience, proportionate comfort, and a heart ready to die for your honor, the king's happiness, and the preservation of this Church. My zeal for these things—and I say this without arrogance—is the only sin (human frailty and its related incidents excepted) that I am aware of in this specific matter for which I am now to suffer; I mean in this matter of treason. But otherwise, my sins are many and great; Lord, pardon them all, especially those—whatever they may be—that have brought down this present judgment upon me. And when you have given me the strength to bear it, do with me as seems best in your own eyes. Amen. And may there be an end to this flow of blood in this more than miserable kingdom. O Lord, I ask you to grant the grace of repentance to all bloodthirsty people. But if they will not repent, O Lord, confound all their schemes, defeat and frustrate all their designs and efforts against them, which are or will be contrary to the glory of your great name, the truth and sincerity of religion, the establishment of the king and his descendants in their rightful privileges, the honor and preservation of parliaments in their rightful power, the preservation of this poor church in her truth, peace, and heritage, and the settlement of this distracted and distressed people under their ancient laws and in their native liberties. And when you have done all this in mere mercy for them, O Lord, fill their hearts with thankfulness and with dutiful obedience to you and your commandments all their days. So, Amen, Lord Jesus, Amen. And receive my soul into your bosom. Amen. Our Father who art in heaven, etc.
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THis is an uncomfortable time to preach; yet I shall begin with a Text of Scripture, Heb. 12. 2. Let us run with patience that race which is set before us: Looking unto Jesus the Author and Finisher of our Faith, who for the joy that was set before him, endured the Cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.
I have been long in my Race, and how I have looked unto Iesus the Author and Finisher of my Faith, he best knows. I am now come to the end of my Race, and here I find the Cross, a death of shame. But the shame must be despised, or no coming to the right hand of God. Iesus despised the shame for me, and God forbid that I should not despise the shame for Him.
I am going apace (as you see) towards the Red sea, and my feet are upon the very brink of it: An argument (I hope) that God is bringing me into the Land of Promise; for that was the way through which he led his people.
But before they came to it, he instituted a Passeover for them. A Lamb it was, but it must be eaten with sowre herbs, Exod. 12. 8. I shall obey, and labour to digest the sowr herbs, as well as the Lamb. And I shall remember it is the Lords Passeover. I shall not think of the herbs, nor be angry with the hands that gathered them; but look up only to him who instituted that, and governs these. For men can have no more power over me then what is given them from above, S. Iohn.
19. 11.
I am not in love with this Passage through the Red-sea, for I have the weakness and infirmity of flesh and blood plentifully in me. And I have prayed with my Saviour, Ut transiret calix iste, that this cup of red wine might pass from me, S. Luke 22. 42. But if not, Gods will, not mine, be done. And I shall most willingly drink of this cup as deep as he pleases, and enter into this Sea, yea, and pass through it in the way that he shall lead me.
But I would have it remembred (Good people) that when Gods servants were in this boisterous Sea, and Aaron among them, the Egyptians which persecuted them, and did in a manner drive them into that Sea, were drowned in the same waters, while they were in pursuit of them.
I know my God, whom I serve, is as able to deliver me from this Sea of blood, as he was to deliver the three Children from the Furnace, Dan. 3. And (I most humbly thank my Saviour for it) my resolution is, as theirs was: They would not worship the Image which the King had set up, nor will I the Imaginations which the People are setting up. Nor will I forsake the Temple and the Truth of God to follow the bleating of Ieroboams Calves in Dan and in Bethel.
And as for this People, they are at this day miserably misled: God of his mercy open their eyes, that they may see the right way. For at this day the blind lead the blind; and if they go on, both will certainly into the ditch, S. Luke 6. 39.
For my self, I am (and I acknowledge it in all humility) a most grievous sinner many ways, by thought, word, and deed: And yet I cannot doubt but that God hath mercy in store for me a poor penitent, as well as for other sinners. I have now upon this sad occasion ransacked every corner of my heart; and yet I thank God I have not found among the many, any one sin, which deserves death by any known Law of this Kingdom.
And yet hereby I charge nothing upon my Judges: For if they proceed upon proof by valuable witnesses, I or any other Innocent may be justly condemned. And I thank God, though the weight of the Sentence lie heavy upon me, I am as quiet within as ever I was in my life.
And though I am not only the first Archbishop, but the first man that ever died by an Ordinance in Parliament, yet some of my Predecessors have gone this way, though not by this means. For Elphegus was hurried away and lost his head by the Danes; Simon Sudbury in the Fury of Wat Tyler and his fellows. Before these S. Iohn Baptist had his head danced off by a lewd Woman: And S. Cyprian Archbishop of Carthage submitted his head to a persecuting sword. Many examples great and good; and they teach me patience. For I hope my Cause in heaven will look of another die, then the colour that is put upon it here.
And some comfort it is to me, not only that I go the way of these great men in their several Generations; but also that my Charge, as foul as it is made, looks like that of the Jews against S. Paul, Acts 25. 8. For he was accused for the Law and the Temple, i. e. Religion. And like that of S. Stephen, Acts 6. 14. for breaking the Ordinances which Moses gave, i.
e. Law and Religion, the Holy Place and the Law, ver. 13.
But you will say, Do I then compare my self with the integrity of S. Paul and S. Stephen? No, far be that from me. I only raise a comfort to my self, that these great Saints and Servants of God were laid at in their times as I am now. And it is memorable that S. Paul, who helped on this accusation against S. Stephen, did after fall under the very same himself.
Yea, but here's a great clamour that I would have brought in Popery. I shall answer that more fully by and by. In the mean time you know what the Pharisees laid against Christ himself, S. Iohn 11. 48. If we let him alone, all men will believe on him: Et venient Romani, and the Romans will come, and take away both our Place and the Nation. Here was a causeless cry against Christ, that the Romans would come. And see how just the judgment of God was. They crucified Christ for fear lest the Romans should come; and his death was it which brought in the Romans upon them; God punishing them with that which they most feared.
And I pray God this clamour of Venient Romani, of which I have given no cause, help not to bring them in. For the Pope never had such a Harvest in England since the Reformation, as he hath now upon the Sects aud Divisions that are amongst us. In the mean time, by honour and dishonour, by good report and evil report, as a deceiver and yet true, am I passing through this world, 2 Cor. 6. 8.
Some particulars also I think it not amiss to speak of.
1. And first, this I shall be bold to speak of the King our gracious Soveraign: He hath been much traduced also for bringing in of Popery. But on my Conscience (of which I shall give God a present account) I know him to be as free from this Charge as any man living: And I hold him to be as sound a Protestant according to the Religion by Law established, as any man in his Kingdom; and that he will venture his life as far and as freely for it. And I think I do or should know both his affection to Religion, and his grounds for it, as fully as any man in England. 2. The second particular is concerning this great and populous City (which God bless.) Here hath been of late a fashion taken up to gather hands, and then go to the great Court of the Kingdom, the Parliament, and clamour for Justice; as if that great and wise Court, before whom the Causes come which are unknown to the Many, could not or would not do Justice but at their appointment; a way which may endanger many an innocent man, and pluck his blood upon their own heads, and perhaps upon the Cities also. And this hath been lately practised against my self: the Magistrates standing still and suffering them openly to proceed from Parish to Parish without check.
God forgive the setters of this, withall my heart I beg it: but many well-meaning people are caught by it. In S. Stephens case, when nothing else would serve, they stirred up the people against him, Act. 6. 12. And Herod went the same way: when he had killed S. Iames, yet he would not venture upon S. Peter, till he found how the other pleased the people, Acts 12. 3. But take heed of having your hands full of blood, Esai. 1.
15. For there is a time best known to himself, when God above other sins makes Inquisition for blood. And when that Inquisition is on foot, the Psalmist tells us, Psal. 9. 12. that God remembers; but that's not all, he remembers, and forgets not the complaint of the poor, i. e. whose blood is shed by Oppression, ver.
9. Take heed of this: 'Tis a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God, Heb. 12. but then especially, when he is making Inquisition for blood. And with my prayers to avert it, I do heartily desire this City to remember the Prophecy that is expressed Ierem. 26. 15. 3.
The third particular is the poor Church of England. It hath flourished, and been a shelter to other neighbouring Churches, when storms have driven upon them. But alas now it is in a storm it self, and God only knows whether or how it shall get out. And which is worse then a storm from without, it is become like an Oak cleft to shivers with wedges made out of its own body. And at every cleft profaneness and irreligion is entring in; While (as Prosper speaks) men that introduce profaneness are cloaked over with the name Religionis Imaginariae, of Imaginary Religion: for we have lost the Substance, and dwell too much in Opinion. And that Church, which all the Jesuits machinations could not ruine, is fallen into danger by her own. 4. The last particular (for I I am not willing to be too long) is my self.
I was born and baptized in the bosome of the Church of England established by Law. In that Profession I have ever since lived, and in that I come now to die.
What clamours and slanders I have endured for labouring to keep an Uniformity in the external Service of God, according to the Doctrine and Discipline of this Church, all men know, and I have abundantly felt. Now at last I am accused of High-treason in Parliament, a crime which my soul ever abhorred. This Treason was charged to consist of two parts, An endeavour to subvert the Laws of the Land: and a like endeavour to overthrow the true Protestant Religion established by Law.
Besides my answers to the several Charges, I Protested mine innocency in both Houses. It was said, Prisoners Protestations at the Barre must not be taken. I must therefore come now to it upon my death, being instantly to give God an account for the truth of it.
I do therefore here in the presence of God and his holy Angels take it upon my death, that I never endeavoured the Subversion either of Law or Religion. And I desire you all to remember this Protest of mine for my innocency in this, and from all Treasons whatsoever.
I have been accused likewise as an Enemy to Parliaments: No, I understand them, and the benefit that comes by them too well to be so: But I did dislike the misgovernments of some Parliaments many wayes, and I had good reason for it; for Corruptio optimi est pessima. And that being the highest Court, over which no other hath jurisdiction, when 'tis misinformed or misgoverned, the Subject is left without all remedy.
But I have done. I forgive all the world, all and every of those bitter Enemies which have persecuted me; and humbly desire to be forgiven of God first, and then of every man. And so I heartily desire you to joyn in prayer with me.
O Eternal God and merciful Father, look down upon me in mercy, in the riches and fulness of all thy mercies. Look upon me, but not till thou hast nailed my sins to the Cross of Christ, not till thou hast bathed me in the blood of Christ, not till I have hid my self in the wounds of Christ; that so the punishment due unto my sins may pass over me. And since thou art pleased to trie me to the uttermost, I most humbly beseech thee, give me now in this great Instant, full patience, proportionable comfort, and a heart ready to die for thine honour, the Kings happiness, and this Churches preservation. And my zeal to these (far from arrogancy be it spoken) is all the sin (humane frailty excepted, and all incidents thereto) which is yet known to me in this particular, for which I come now to suffer: I say in this particular of Treason. But otherwise my sins are many and great; Lord pardon them all, and those especially (what ever they are) which have drawn down this present judgment upon me. And when thou hast given me strength to bear it, do with me as seems best in thine own eyes, Amen.
And that there may be a stop of this issue of blood in this more then miserable Kingdom, O Lord, I beseech thee give grace of repentance to all Blood-thirsty people. But if they will not repent, O Lord confound all their devices, defeat and frustrate all their designes and endeavours upon them, which are or shall be contrary to the glory of thy great Name, the truth and sincerity of Religion, the establishment of the King and his posterity after him in their just Rights and Priviledges, the honour and conservation of Parliaments in their just power, the preservation of this poor Church in her Truth, Peace, and Patrimony, and the settlement of this distracted and distressed People under their Ancient Laws, and in their native Liberties. And when thou hast done all this in meer mercy for them, O Lord, fill their hearts with thankfulness, and with Religious dutiful obedience to thee and thy Commandments all their dayes. So, Amen Lord Iesu, Amen. And receive my soul into thy bosom. Amen.
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