Dans le pur abandon à Dieu tout ce qui nous paraît obscurité est action de foi
The Darkness of Faith
The soul finds safety and divine guidance in the obscure, passive way of faith, even when it feels like it is walking in darkness.
There is a kind of holiness where all divine communications are bright and clear.1 In the passive way of faith, everything God communicates partakes of His nature and of the inaccessible darkness surrounding His throne; they are merely confused and dark impressions.2 The soul that finds itself there often fears, like the prophet, that it will run aground and shatter against some reef as it walks through this darkness.3 No, faithful soul, do not be afraid: that is your way and God's guidance over you. There is nothing safer or more unfailing than the darkness of faith. But which way should you go when faith is so obscure? Go wherever you like; you can no longer lose your way once you stop looking for a path and the darkness makes everything the same. You can no longer aim at any particular end, and you have no object before your eyes.4 But at every moment it feels like I'm falling into a precipice; everything causes me pain. I know well that I'm acting by abandonment, but it seems I can only do anything by ceasing to act from virtue. I hear all the virtues complaining that I'm drawing away from them; the more those complaints seem lovable and attach me to them, the more the dark impression that pushes me seems to pull me away.5 I love virtue, but I yield to the attraction; I don't see that it leads me well, yet I can't help believing that it does.6 The mind runs toward the light, but the heart wants only darkness. Every person, every bright mind, delights my mind, but my heart tastes only the conversations and talks where it understands nothing; and its whole state and path are an impression of the gift of faith, which makes one love and savor principles, truths, and ways where the mind has neither object nor idea, where it trembles and shudders and staggers.7 A deep assurance lives in my heart, and it follows where it's driven, convinced of the goodness of that impression—not by evidence, but by a sense of faith.8 It's impossible for God to lead a soul without impressing upon it a certainty of the goodness of its path—a certainty that is all the greater the less it is perceived. This certainty triumphs over every creature, every fear, every effort, and every idea of the mind; no matter how much the mind cries out, struggles, or searches for something better, it's no use.9 The bride senses the Bridegroom without sensing, for when she wants to touch him, he disappears; she feels the Bridegroom's right hand surrounding her (Cant.10 She would rather lose her way by abandoning herself to his guidance, which leads her without reason or order, than make herself secure by laboriously following the marked roads of virtue.
Carried by Providence
Abandonment to Providence means ceasing to rely on human effort and trusting that God is carrying the soul through every trial.
Come then, my soul — let's go to God by abandonment; and since virtue comes from skill and effort, let's confess to him our powerlessness and our trust in God, who would never leave us unable to walk on our own feet if he did not also have the goodness to carry us in his arms. What need do we have of light, Lord—of seeing, feeling, assurance, ideas, or reflections—since we aren't walking, but are being carried on the breast of Providence? The more darkness, abysses, reefs, deaths, deserts, fears, persecutions, dryness, famine, weariness, anguish, despair, purgatories, and hell there are on our path, the greater our faith and our trust will be. It will be enough to glance at You to be secure in the greatest dangers. We'll forget the paths and what they're like; we'll forget ourselves; and, completely abandoned to the wisdom, goodness, and power of our guide, we'll remember nothing but loving You, fleeing every sin—not only the obvious ones, but the slightest—and fulfilling the duties we owe.11 That is the only care, dear Love, that You leave to Your dear little children; You take charge of all the rest. The more terrible everything else is, the more they await and see Your presence; they care only to love, as if they no longer existed, and they fulfill their little duties the way a child at its mother's breast busies itself only with its play—as if it had nothing in the world but its mother and its games. The soul must pass beyond everything that casts a shadow over it; night is not the time to act, but to rest. The light of reason can only deepen the darkness of faith—the ray that pierces it has to come from as high as that darkness itself. When God communicates himself to the soul as life, he is no longer before its eyes as way and as truth. The bride seeks the Bridegroom in the night; he is behind her, he holds her in his hands, he pushes her on. She looks for him ahead of her; he flees from her. He is no longer an object of ideas; he is the principle and the source. In the divine action there are secret and unexpected resources, marvelous and unknown, for every need, embarrassment, and trouble—the falls, the reversals, the uncertainties, the anxieties, the doubts of souls who no longer trust their own action. The more tangled the scene, the more charm one hopes for in the ending.12 The heart says, "All will be well"; it is God who is directing the work; nothing causes fear. Even fear, suspension, and desolation are verses of dark canticles.13 You're glad not to leave out a single syllable of it; you know everything ends with the Gloria Patri—and so you make a path of your own bewilderment. Even the darkness itself serves as guidance, and the doubts as assurance; and the more Isaac is hard put to find something for the sacrifice, the more Abraham expects everything from Providence (Gen. 22:7–8).
The Divine Work in Suffering
Even the most painful experiences and desolations are part of the divine action that the soul must allow to unfold.
Souls who walk in the light sing canticles of light; those who walk in the darkness sing the canticle of darkness; you have to let each one sing through to the end the part and the motet God gives her. You must put nothing into what he fills; you must let every drop of this gall—these divine bitternesses—flow, even if it would intoxicate.14 Jeremiah and Ezekiel were the same: all their words were nothing but sighs and sobs, and they never found consolation except by continuing their lamentations. Anyone who had stopped the flow of their tears would have robbed us of the finest passages in Scripture. The Spirit who brings desolation is the only one who can console; His different waters flow from the same source.15 When God startles a soul, it must tremble; when he threatens it, it's terrified; all you have to do is let the divine work unfold—it carries, through its whole range, both the harm and the remedy. Weep, dear souls; tremble; be restless and in agony. Don't struggle to change this divine terror, these heavenly groans. Receive into the depths of your being the streams whose sea Jesus bore in his holy soul.16 Keep going, sowing tears as long as the breath of grace makes them flow, and little by little that same breath will dry them; the clouds will clear, the sun will pour out its light, and spring will cover you with flowers (Cant. 2:11–12).✦17 And the continuation of your abandonment will lead you to find the wonderful variety that divine action carries throughout its whole extent.✦ Truly, it's in vain that a person troubles himself. Everything that happens within him is like a dream: one shadow follows and destroys another; imaginings succeed one another in those who sleep—some afflict, others console. The soul is the plaything of these appearances that devour one another, and waking shows that none of them had anything that ought to hold the soul.✦ Waking scatters every impression, and no account is taken of either those perils or those joys of sleep.18
The Bridegroom's Loving Deception
God often hides his true purpose behind mysterious disguises, acting like a bridegroom who tests his bride or a brother who hides his identity.
In what sense, Lord, can I say that you hold all your children asleep on your breast throughout the entire night of faith? That you take delight in making an infinity and an infinite variety of feelings pass through their souls—feelings that are, deep down, nothing but holy and mysterious dreams?19 Because of the state that night and sleep put them in, these dreams cause real and painful fears, anguish, and distress, which you will dispel and, on the day of glory, turn into true and solid joys.20 It is at the point of this waking, and after it, that holy souls, restored entirely to themselves and free to judge as they please, will never tire of marveling at the Bridegroom's devices, inventions, subtleties, and loving deceptions—how impenetrable his ways are; that it was impossible to unravel his riddles, to catch him in his disguises, or to take any comfort when he meant to spread dread and alarm.21 At that waking, the Jeremiahs and the Davids saw that what was a cause for joy in God and among the angels had left them desolate beyond all consolation.22 Do not wake the bride, you strong minds, human schemes, human efforts; let her moan, tremble, run, and search. It's true—the Bridegroom deceives her; he disguises himself. She dreams, and her pains are only the pains of night and sleep (Song2324 3:5). But let her sleep; let the Bridegroom work on this cherished soul and portray in her what He alone knows how to paint and express; let Him unfold the course of this appearance—He will wake her when the time comes.25 Joseph makes Benjamin weep (Gen. 44:4–17; 45:1–6): servants of Joseph, do not reveal his secret to this younger brother!26 Joseph deceives him; the deception withstands all his penetration and all his cleverness. Benjamin and his brothers are plunged into an irremediable sorrow—it's only a game of Joseph's. The poor brothers see nothing in it but an evil without remedy. Do not tell them anything; he will put everything right, he himself will wake them, and they will admire his wisdom in making them see so much evil, so much despair, in what was the most real cause for joy they ever had in the world.2728
The Reality of Divine Action
True abandonment is not a quietist stillness but an active participation in the ever-new, living action of God in the soul.
You ignorant, inexperienced Quietists who want a peace and an unfeeling stillness in the bride that never existed in Jesus and Mary, nor in the Davids, the prophets, and the apostles—how little you understand the power of divine action, the reach and force, the variety and efficacy of the shadows of pure faith!29 How little you know of the bride's sleep in this deep night; how thoroughly your doctrine is proven false by the wonderful workings and the plays that the Holy Spirit describes for us in the Song of Songs!✦30 Every word of it contradicts your maxims. The state of pure faith is a state of pure cross! Everything is dark, everything is hard; it is a night that blackens everything that appears. It is true that the soul is resigned, that she is content with God's happiness—but she feels anything but that.31 It is a purgatory where everything felt and perceived is only suffering, and the greatest of all is to find in oneself only resignation—and that she is content with God's happiness, but she feels anything but that.32 It's a purgatory where everything felt and perceived is only suffering, and the greatest suffering of all is to find in oneself only resignation, and to have such a strong bent toward one's own well-being that God's becomes as if indifferent and doesn't touch one at all. What a difference there is between acting by objective principles—an ideal principle, a principle of imitation or of maxims—and acting by the principle of divine motion!33 The soul is driven forward without seeing a beaten path before its eyes; it goes neither by the way it has seen nor by what it has read; its own action moves like this, and it cannot go otherwise—it can risk nothing. But divine action is always new; it doesn't walk in old steps, but always blazes new trails. The souls it leads don't know where they're going; their paths aren't found in books or in their own reflections. Divine action continually opens the way for them; they enter it only by its impulse.34 When you're led by a guide who takes you through an unknown country, at night, across the fields, with no beaten path, by his own skill, without asking anyone's advice and without wanting to reveal his plans—what course is left but abandonment? What good is it to look around to see where you are, to question passersby, or to consult maps and other travelers? The design—and the whim, so to speak—of a guide who wants you to trust yourself to him will run counter to all of that; he will take pleasure in confounding a soul's anxiety and distrust; he wants a complete surrender into him. If you can see that he's leading well, it will no longer be faith or abandonment.35 Divine action is essentially good; it doesn't want to be reformed or controlled. It began at the creation of the world, and from that moment it has been unfolding new proofs; it doesn't limit its operations, and its fruitfulness is never exhausted. It was doing that yesterday; it is doing this today. It is the same action applied at every moment through always-new effects, and it will keep unfolding this way forever. It has made Abels, Noahs, and Abrahams according to different designs.36 Isaac is an original; Jacob isn't his copy, nor is Joseph a copy of Jacob. Moses had no equal among his fathers; David and the prophets are all of a different stamp than the patriarchs; Saint John surpasses them all.37 Jesus Christ is the firstborn: the apostles act more by the impress of his Spirit than by imitating his works.✦38 Jesus Christ didn't imitate himself; he didn't follow every one of his maxims to the letter. The divine Spirit has always inspired his holy soul, for he has always been surrendered to its breath!39 She didn't need to look back at the moment just past to shape the next one; the breath of grace formed all her moments according to the eternal truths held within the Holy Trinity's invincible and impenetrable wisdom. The soul of Jesus Christ receives the orders at each moment and carries them out outwardly; the Gospel shows the sequence of these truths in the life of Jesus Christ, and the same Jesus who is always living and always at work still lives and still works new things in holy souls. Do you want to live by the Gospel? Then live in full and pure abandonment to God's action. Jesus Christ is its source; he was yesterday, and he is still today, so as to go on living his life, not to start it over again. What he has done is done; what remains to be done is done in every moment.40 Each saint receives a share of this divine life. Jesus Christ is different in every one of them, though he is the same; the life of each saint is the life of Jesus Christ—it is a new gospel. The Bridegroom's cheeks are compared to flower beds and garden plots covered with fragrant flowers (Song 5:13);41 the divine action is the gardener who varies the flower bed so wonderfully. This flower bed is like no other. Among all the flowers, no two are alike that you could call the same—except in the abandonment of themselves they make to the gardener's work, leaving him free to do as he pleases, and content on their part to do what belongs to their nature and their state. Let God act, and do what he asks of us: that is the Gospel, that is the universal Scripture and the common law.42
The Living Gospel of the Heart
The soul that lives in abandonment reads the universe as a living scripture, where every moment is a new word written by the finger of God.
So here is what is easy and clear, the proper action for every divine instrument; it's the one secret of abandonment—a secret without secrecy, an art without artfulness. It's the straight path, and God, who requires this of everyone, has explained it clearly and makes it thoroughly intelligible and very simple. What is obscure about the path of pure faith isn't in what the soul must practice, but in what God has reserved for himself. Nothing is easier to understand than the first thing, and nothing is more luminous.43 The mystery lies only in what God does himself. See what happens in the Eucharist: what is needed for the change of the Body of Jesus Christ is so clear and so easy that anyone, however coarse he may be, is capable of it, if he has the character.44 And yet it is the mystery of mysteries, where everything is so hidden, so obscure, and so incomprehensible that the more enlightened and spiritual you are, the more faith you need to believe it. The path of pure faith presents something similar; its effect is to make one find God at every moment—and that is the loftiest, the most mystical, and the most beatifying thing. It is an inexhaustible store of thoughts, discourses, and writings; it is a gathering and a source of wonders.45 And yet, to produce such a prodigious effect, what is needed? Just one thing: let God act, and let him do whatever he wants according to your state.46 Nothing is easier in the spiritual life, or more within everyone's reach. This is that marvel, that dark path; to walk it, the soul needs great faith. Everything is all the more suspect because reason always finds something to object to. You have to believe what you cannot see; everything you've read is not this—it is something new.✦47 The prophets were saints; this Jesus is a sorcerer (Mt.48 27:63)—that is how the Jews spoke. Ah! How little faith the soul has when, following their example, it is scandalized! From the beginning of the world Jesus Christ lives in us; he works in us through the whole span of our life. What will run on until the end of the world is a single day.49 Jesus has lived, and he still lives; he began in himself, and in his saints he continues a life that will never end. O life of Jesus, which holds and exceeds every age! A life that performs new works at every moment! If the whole world cannot hold all that could be written of Jesus—of what he has done or said, and of his life in himself—if the Gospel only radiates a few small strokes of it to us, if that first hour is so unknown and so fruitful, how many Gospels would we need to write to tell the history of every moment of this mystical life of Jesus Christ, who multiplies wonders without end and will multiply them forever, since all the ages, properly speaking, are nothing but the history of the divine action!✦ The Holy Spirit has had a few moments of this vast span recorded in infallible and indisputable terms; he has gathered a few drops of this sea into the Scriptures; he has shown the secret and unknown ways by which he brought Jesus Christ into the world.50 You can see the channels and veins that, amid the confusion of humanity, mark out the origin, the line, and the genealogy of this firstborn.✦ The entire Old Testament is just a small path among the countless and inscrutable ways of this divine work; it contains only what is needed to reach Jesus. The divine Spirit has kept everything else hidden in the treasures of his wisdom. And from that whole sea of divine action he lets only a thin stream of water appear—which, having reached Jesus, was lost among the apostles and was swallowed up in the Apocalypse—so that the rest of the history of this divine action, which consists in the whole mystical life Jesus leads in holy souls until the end of the ages, is nothing but the object of our faith.51 Everything written about it is only all the more evident. We are in the ages of faith: the Holy Spirit no longer writes gospels except in hearts. All the actions, all the moments of the saints, are the gospel of the Holy Spirit. Holy souls are the paper; their sufferings and their actions are the ink. The Holy Spirit, with the pen of his action, is writing a living gospel; and it can only be read on the day of glory, when, after coming out of the press of this life, it will be published.52 Oh, what a beautiful story! What a beautiful book the Holy Spirit is writing right now! It’s under the press, holy souls: there isn't a day when its letters aren't being set, when ink isn't being applied, or when its sheets aren't being printed. But we are in the night of faith; the paper is blacker than the ink. There is only confusion in the characters; it’s a language of the other world, and no one can make sense of it. You’ll only be able to read this gospel in heaven. If we could see life and look at all creatures not in themselves but in their principle; if we could, once more, see the life of God in every object as divine action moves them, mixes them, gathers them, sets them against each other, and drives them with contrary terms, we would recognize that everything has its reasons, its measures, its proportions, its relations in this divine work.53 But how can anyone read this book whose characters are unknown, countless, overturned, and covered in ink! If the mixing of twenty-four letters is so beyond comprehension that they are enough to compose, without end, different volumes—all of them admirable in their own way—who could express what God does in the universe!54 Who could read and understand the meaning of such a vast book, in which there isn't one letter that doesn't have its own particular shape and that doesn't hold, in its smallness, deep mysteries?55 Mysteries aren't seen or felt; they are objects of faith.✦ Faith judges their truth and goodness only by their source, for in themselves they are so obscure that all their appearances serve only to seal them, lock them under a seal, and blind those who judge by reason alone.5657 Teach me, divine Spirit, to read in this book of life.✦ I want to become your disciple and, like a simple child, believe what I cannot see.✦✦ It's enough for me that my master speaks; he says this, he pronounces it, he puts letters together in this way, he makes himself heard like this: that is enough. I judge that it is exactly as he has said; I see no reason for it, but he is the infallible truth. Everything he says and everything he sees is true. He wants the letters together to make one word, and such a number of them to make another. There are only three of them, only six; that is all that is needed, and fewer would make a false meaning. He alone who knows the thoughts can put the letters together to write them.✦ Everything means something; everything has a perfect sense. This line ends here because it must; there is not one missing comma, not one useless period. I believe it now, and when the day of glory reveals so many mysteries to me, I'll see what I only understand dimly and what seems to me so tangled, so muddled, so little sensible and coherent, so imaginary; all of it will enrapture me and delight me forever by the beauties, the order, the reasons, the wisdom, and the incomprehensible wonders I will discover. Everything we see is just vanity and falsehood. The truth of things is in God. What a difference there is between God's ideas and our illusions! How can it be that, though we are continually warned that everything happening in the world is only a shadow, only a figure, only a mystery of faith, we still always conduct ourselves in a merely human way and by the natural sense of things, which is only a riddle?58 We keep falling into the trap, like fools, instead of lifting our eyes and going back up to the principle, to the source, to the origin of things—where everything has another name and other qualities, where everything is supernatural, divine, and sanctifying, where everything is part of the fullness of Jesus Christ, where everything is a stone of the heavenly Jerusalem (Rev. 3:12), where everything enters and brings us into this marvelous building.59 We live by what we see and feel, making useless the light of faith that would lead us so surely through the labyrinth of darkness and images where we wander like fools. We do this because we fail to walk by the favor of faith, which sees nothing but God and what belongs to Him, always living from Him, leaving the figure behind and passing beyond it.60 Faith is the light of time; it alone draws the truth without seeing it; it touches what it does not feel; it sees this whole world as if the world were not there, seeing something wholly other than what is apparent. It is the key to the treasures, the key of the abyss (Rev. 9:1).✦ 9:1) and of the knowledge of God (Lk.✦ 11:52). It is faith that convicts every creature of falsehood; it is through faith that God reveals and manifests himself in all things, that he divinizes them: faith lifts the veil and uncovers the eternal truth.61 When a soul has received this understanding of faith, God speaks to it through every creature; for that soul, the universe is a living scripture that the finger of God is continually writing before its eyes.62 The history of every moment that flows by is sacred history; the Holy Books that the Spirit of God has dictated are, for that soul, only the beginning of divine instruction. Everything that happens and isn't written for that soul is, for it, the continuation of Scripture.63 What is written is the commentary on what is not. Faith judges one by the other: this written summary serves as an introduction to the history of God's full action as condensed in the Scriptures. There, the soul discovers secrets for penetrating the mysteries held within its entire scope.
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Il y a genre de sainteté où toutes les communications divines sont lumineuses et distinctes. Dans la voie passive de foi, tout ce que Dieu communique tient de sa nature et de ces ténèbres inaccessibles qui environnent son trône ; ce ne sont que sentiments confus et ténébreux. L’âme qui s’y trouve, appréhende souvent somme le prophète d’aller donner et se briser contre quelque écueil en marchant au travers de cette obscurité. Non, âme fidèle, ne craignez point, c’est là votre voie et la conduite de Dieu sur vous, il n’y a rien de plus sûr et de plus infaillible que les ténèbres de la foi. Mais de quel côté aller quand la foi est si obscure ? Allez partout où vous voudrez ; on ne peut plus s’égarer quand on n’a plus de chemin à chercher et que l’obscurité rend tout égal ; on ne peut plus tendre à aucune terme et on n’a aucun objet devant les yeux.
- Mais il me semble à chaque moment tomber dans un précipice ; tout me peine ; je sens bien que j’agis par abandon, mais il me semble que je ne puis faire quelque chose qu’en cessant d’agir par vertu ; j’entends toutes les vertus qui se plaignent que je m’éloigne d’elle ; plus ces plaintes me paraissent aimables et m’y attachent, plus l’impression obscure qui me pousse paraît m’en éloigner. J’aime la vertu, mais je cède à l’attrait ; je ne vois pas qu’il me mène bien, mais je ne puis m’empêcher de le croire.
L’esprit court à la lumière, mais le cœur ne veut que les ténèbres. Toutes les personnes, tous les esprits lumineux plaisent à mon esprit, mais mon cœur ne goûte que les entretiens et les discours où il n’entend rien ; et tout son état et sa voie sont une impression du don de la foi qui fait aimer, goûter des principes, des vérités, des chemins où l’esprit n’a ni objet, ni idée, où il tremble et frémit et chancelle. L’assurance est je ne sais comment au fond de mon cœur, et celui-ci va comme il est poussé, convaincu de la bonté de l’impression, non par évidence, mais par sentiment de foi. C’est qu’il est impossible que Dieu mène une âme sans lui imprimer une certitude de la bonté de sa voie qui est d’autant plus grande qu’elle est moins aperçue. Et cette certitude est victorieuse de toutes les créatures, de toutes les peurs, de tous les efforts, de toutes les idées de l’esprit ; il a beau crier, lutter, chercher mieux. L’épouse sent l’Époux sans sentir, car lorsqu’elle le veut toucher, il disparaît ; elle sent la droite de l’Époux qui l’environne (Cant. 3, 1) et elle aime mieux s’égarer en s’abandonnant à sa conduite qui la mène sans raison et sans ordre, que de s’assurer en prenant avec effort les routes marquées de la vertu.
Allons donc, mon âme, allons à Dieu par l’abandon et puisque la vertu vient de l’industrie et des efforts, avouons-lui notre impuissance et notre confiance en Dieu qui ne nous réduirait pas à ne pouvoir marcher à pied, s’il n’avait la bonté de nous porter sur ses bras. Qu’avons-nous besoin de lumière, Seigneur, de voir, de sentir, d’assurance, d’idée, de réflexions, puisque nous ne marchons pas, mais nous sommes portés sur le sein de la Providence ? Plus il y aura de ténèbres, d’abîmes, d’écueils, de morts, de déserts, de craintes, de persécutions, de sécheresses, de disettes, d’ennuis, d’angoisses, de désespoirs, de purgatoires, d’enfer en notre route, plus notre foi et notre confiance seront grandes. Il suffira de jeter les yeux sur vous pour être assuré dans les plus grands périls. Nous oublierons les chemins et leurs qualités, nous nous oublierons nous-mêmes, et tout à fait abandonnés à la sagesse, à la bonté, à la puissance de notre guide, nous ne nous souviendrons plus que de vous aimer, de fuir tout péché, non seulement évident, mais les plus léger, de remplir les obligations du devoir. Voilà le seul soin, cher amour, que vous laissez à vos chers petits enfants, vous vous chargez de tout le reste. Plus tout le reste est terrible, plus ils attendent et ils voient votre présence ; ils n’ont soin que d’aimer comme s’ils n’étaient plus et ils remplissent leurs petits devoirs comme un enfant sur le sein de sa mère s’occupe à ses seuls amusements, comme s’il n’avait au monde que sa mère et ses jeux. L’âme doit outrepasser tout ce qui lui fait ombre ; la nuit n’est pas le temps d’agir, mais de se reposer ; la lumière de la raison ne peut qu’accroître les ténèbres de la foi, le rayon qui les perce doit venir d’aussi haut qu’elles.
Quand Dieu se communique à l’âme comme vie, il n’est plus devant ses yeux comme voie et comme vérité. L’épouse cherche l’Époux la nuit, il est derrière elle, il la tient entre ses mains, il la pousse. Elle le cherche devant, il la fuit. Il n’est plus objet d’idées ; il est principe et source. Il y a dans l’action divine des ressources secrètes et inopinées, merveilleuses et inconnues pour tous les besoins, embarras et troubles, les chutes, les renversements, les incertitudes, les inquiétudes, les doutes des âmes qui n’ont plus de confiance dans leur action propre. Plus la scène est mêlée, plus on espère de charme dans le dénouement. Le cœur dit : « Tout ira bien », c’est Dieu qui conduit l’ouvrage ; rien ne fait peur. La peur même, la suspension, la désolation sont des versets de cantiques ténébreux.
On est ravi de n’en pas omettre une syllabe, on sait que tout se termine au Gloria Patri ; ainsi on fait sa voie de son égarement. Les ténèbres même servent de conduite, les doutes, d’assurance ; et plus Isaac est en peine de trouver de quoi faire le sacrifice, plus Abraham attend tout de la Providence (Gen. 22, 7-8).
Les âmes qui marchent dans la lumière chantent des cantiques de lumière ; celles qui marchent dans les ténèbres chantent le cantique des ténèbres ; il faut laisser chanter à l’une la partie et le motet que Dieu lui donne jusqu’au bout. Il ne faut rien mettre dans ce qu’il remplit, il faut laisser couler toutes les gouttes de ce fiel de ces divines amertumes, quand il enivrerait. Jérémie, Ézéchiel étant de même, toutes leurs paroles n’étaient que des soupirs et des sanglots, et la consolation ne se trouvait jamais que dans la continuation de leurs lamentations. Qui aurait arrêté le cours de leurs larmes nous aurait dérobé les plus beaux endroits de l’Écriture. L’esprit qui désole est le seul qui puisse consoler ; ses différentes eaux coulent de même source.
Quand Dieu étonne une âme, il faut qu’elle tremble ; quand il la menace, elle est effrayée ; il n’y a qu’à laisser se développer l’opération divine, elle porte dans toute son étendue le mal et le remède.
Pleurez, chères âmes, tremblez, soyez dans l’inquiétude et à l’agonie ; ne faites point d’effort pour changer cette divine frayeur, ces célestes gémissements ; recevez dans le fond de votre être les ruisseaux dont Jésus a porté la mer dans sa sainte âme. Allez toujours, semant des larmes tant que le souffle de la grâce les fera couler et insensiblement ce souffle les fera sécher ; les nuées se dissiperont, le soleil répandra sa lumière, le printemps vous couvrira de fleurs (Cant. 2, 11-12) et la suite de votre abandon vous fera trouver l’admirable variété que porte dans toute son étendue l’action divine. En vérité c’est bien en vain que l’homme se trouble ; tout ce qui se passe en lui est semblable à un songe, une ombre suit et détruit l’autre, les imaginations se succèdent dans ceux qui dorment, les unes affligent, les autres consolent ; l’âme est le jouet de ces apparences qui se dévorent les unes les autres et le réveil fait voir que toutes n’avaient rien qui dût arrêter l’âme. Il dissipe toutes les impressions et on ne tient compte ni de ces périls ni de ces bonheurs du sommeil.
Dans quel sens, Seigneur, pourrais-je dire que vous tenez endormis tous vos enfants sur votre sein pendant toute la nuit de la foi ? que vous vous divertissez à faire passer dans leurs âmes une infinité et une infinie variété de sentiments qui ne sont au fond que de saintes et mystérieuses rêveries ? Par l’état où la nuit et le sommeil les mettent, elles causent en eux de véritables et douloureuses craintes, des angoisses et des ennuis que vous dissiperez et convertirez au jour de la gloire en de véritables et solides joies.
C’est au point et à la suite de ce réveil que les âmes saintes rendues entièrement à elles-mêmes et dans une pleine liberté de juger, ne pourront se lasser d’admirer les adresses, les inventions, les finesses et les tromperies amoureuses de l’Époux, combien ses voies sont impénétrables, qu’il était impossible de développer ses énigmes, de le surprendre dans ses déguisements, ni d’admettre aucune consolation quand il voulait répandre la frayeur et l’alarme. À ce réveil les Jérémie, les David voyaient que ce qui était en Dieu et dans les anges des sujets de joie, les désolait inconsolablement.
Ne réveillez point l’épouse, ô esprits forts, industries, actions humaines ; laissez-la gémir, trembler, courir, chercher ; il est vrai, l’Époux la trompe, il se déguise ; elle rêve et ses peines ne sont que des peines de nuit et de sommeil (Cant. 3, 5). Mais laissez-la dormir, laissez l’Époux travailler sur cette âme chérie et représenter en elle ce que Lui seul sait peindre et exprimer ; laissez-lui développer la suite de cette apparence, il la réveillera quand il sera temps. Joseph fait pleurer Benjamin (Gen. 44, 4-17 ; 45, 1-6) : serviteurs de Joseph, ne découvrez pas son secret à ce cadet ! Joseph le trompe, la tromperie est à l’épreuve de toute sa pénétration et de toute son industrie ; Benjamin et ses frères sont plongés dans une douleur irrémédiable, ce n’est qu’un jeu de Joseph ; les pauvres frères n’y voient rien sinon un mal sans ressources ; ne leur dites rien, il remédiera à tout, il les réveillera lui-même et ils admireront sa sagesse à faire voir tant de maux, de désespoir dans le plus réel sujet de joie qu’il y ait jamais eu pour eux au monde.
Quiétistes ignorants et sans expérience qui voulez une paix et une insensibilité dans l’épouse qui n’a pas été en Jésus et Marie, ni dans les David, les prophètes et les apôtres, que vous connaissez peu le pouvoir de l’action divine, l’étendue et la force, la variété et l’efficace des ombres de la pure foi ! Que le sommeil de l’épouse dans cette nuit profonde vous est peu connu ; que votre doctrine est convaincue de fausseté dans les admirables opérations et dans les jeux que l’Esprit Saint nous décrit dans le Cantique des Cantiques ! Toutes ses paroles démentent vos maximes. L’état de pure foi est un état de pure croix ! Tout est sombre, tout est pénible, c’est une nuit qui noircit tout ce qui se présente ; il est vrai que l’âme est résignée, qu’elle est contente du bonheur de Dieu, mais elle ne sent rien moins que cela. C’est un purgatoire où tout le senti et l’aperçu n’est que souffrance et la plus grande de toutes est de ne trouver en soi que la résignation et d’elle est contente du bonheur de Dieu, mais elle ne sent rien moins que cela. C’est un purgatoire où tout le senti et l’aperçu n’est que souffrance et la plus grande de toutes est de ne trouver en soi que la résignation et d’avoir une si forte tendance à son bien-être que celui de Dieu soit comme indifférent et ne touche point. Qu’il y a de différence entre agir par principes objectifs, principe idéal, principe d’imitation ou de maxime et agir par principe de motion di vine !
L’âme est poussée sans voir le chemin frayé devant ses yeux ; ce n’est ni par où elle a vu, ni d’après ce qu’elle a lu qu’elle va ; l’action propre va de la sorte et elle ne peut aller autrement, elle ne peut rien risquer. Mais l’action divine est toujours nouvelle, elle ne marche pas sur ses anciens pas, elle trace toujours de nouvelles routes ; les âmes qu’elle conduit ne savent où elles vont, leurs sentiers ne sont ni dans les livres ni dans leurs réflexions. L’action divine leur en fait continuellement l’ouverture, elles n’y entrent que par son impulsion.
Quand on est conduit par un guide qui mène dans un pays inconnu, de nuit, à travers les champs, sans route frayée, selon son génie, sans prendre avis de personne et sans vouloir découvrir ses desseins, peut-on prendre un autre parti que celui de l’abandon ? À quoi sert de regarder où l’on est, d’interroger les passants, de consulter la carte et les voyageurs ? Le dessein et le caprice, pour ainsi dire, d’un guide qui veut que l’on se confie en lui, sera contraire à tout cela ; il prendra plaisir à confondre l’inquiétude et la méfiance d’une âme ; il veut une entière remise en lui ; si l’on s’aperçoit qu’il mène bien, ce ne sera plus ni foi ni abandon. L’action divine est essentiellement bonne, elle ne veut point être réformée ni contrôlée ; elle a commencé dès la création du monde et, dès cet instant, elle développe de nouvelles preuves ; elle ne limite point ses opérations, sa fécondité ne s’épuise point ; elle faisait cela hier, elle fait ceci aujourd’hui ; c’est la même action qui s’applique à tous les moments par des effets toujours nouveaux et elle se déploiera ainsi éternellement. Elle a fait des Abel, des Noé, des Abraham sur différentes idées. Isaac sera un original, Jacob ne sera pas sa copie ni Joseph la sienne ; Moïse n’a pas eu son semblable parmi ses pères ; David, les prophètes sont tous d’une autre figure que les patriarches ; saint Jean les passe tous. Jésus-Christ est le premier-né : les apôtres agissent plus par l’impression de son esprit que par l’imitation de ses œuvres. Jésus Christ ne s’est point imité lui-même, il n’a point suivi à la lettre toutes ses maximes.
L’Esprit divin a toujours inspiré sa sainte âme, ayant toujours été abandonné à son souffle ! Elle n’avait pas besoin de consulter le moment précédent pour donner la forme au suivant, le souffle de la grâce formait tous ses moments sur le modèle des vérités éternelles que la Sainte Trinité en conservait dans son invincible et impénétrable sagesse. L’âme de Jésus Christ reçoit les ordres à chaque moment et elle les produit au-dehors ; l’Évangile fait voir la suite de ces vérités dans la vie de Jésus Christ et le même Jésus qui est toujours vivant et toujours opérant, vit et opère encore de nouvelles choses dans les âmes saintes.
Voulez-vous vivre évangéliquement, vivez en plein et pur abandon à l’action de Dieu. Jésus Christ en est la source ; il était hier, il est encore aujourd’hui pour continuer encore sa vie et non pour la recommencer ; ce qu’il a fait est fait, ce qui reste à faire se fait à tout moments. Chaque saint reçoit une partie de cette vie divine, Jésus Christ est différent en tous, quoiqu’il soit le même ; la vie de chaque saint est la vie de Jésus Christ, c’est un évangile nouveau. Les joues de l’Époux sont comparées à des plates-bandes et des parterres couverts de fleurs odoriférantes (Cant. 5, 13) ; l’action divine est le jardinier qui varie admirablement le parterre. Ce parterre n’est semblable à aucune autre ; parmi toutes les fleurs il n’en est pas deux qui se ressemblent et que l’on puisse dire être de même, sinon par l’abandon qu’elles font d’elles-mêmes à l’ouvrage du jardinier, le laissant maître de faire ce qu’il lui plaît, se contentant de faire de leur côté ce qui est de leur nature et de leur état. Laisser faire Dieu et faire ce qu’il exige de nous, voilà l’Évangile, voilà l’écriture générale et la loi commune.
Voilà donc le facile, le clair, la propre action de tous les instruments divins ; c’est l’unique secret de l’abandon ; mais secret sans secret, art sans art ; c’est la voie droite, Dieu qui exige cela de tous l’a expliqué clairement et le rend très intelligible et très simple. Ce que la voie de pure foi a d’obscur n’est pas dans ce que l’âme doit pratiquer, mais dans ce que Dieu s’est réservé. Rien de plus facile à comprendre que la première chose et rien de plus lumineux. Le mystérieux n’est que dans ce que Dieu fait lui-même. Voyez ce qui se passe dans l’Eucharistie : ce qui est nécessaire pour changer le corps de Jésus Christ est si clair et si aisé que tout le monde, quelque grossier qu’il soit, en est capable, s’il en a le caractère. Et cependant c’est le mystère des mystères où tout est si caché et si obscur, si incompréhensible que plus on est éclairé et spirituel, plus il faut de foi pour le croire. La voie de pure foi présente quelque chose de semblable ; son effet est de faire trouver Dieu à chaque moments, voilà la chose la plus relevée, la plus mystique, la plus béatifiante. C’est un fonds inépuisable de pensées, de discours, d’écritures, c’est un assemblage et une source de merveilles.
Cependant, pour produire cet effet si prodigieux, que faut-il ? Une chose : laisser faire Dieu et faire tout ce qu’il veut selon son état. Rien de plus aisé dans la vie spirituelle et qui ne soit à la portée de tous. Voilà donc ce merveilleux, ce chemin obscur ; pour y marcher l’âme a besoin d’une grande foin, tout est d’autant plus suspect que la raison a toujours à redire ; être obligé de croire ce qu’on ne voit pas ; tout ce qu’on a lu n’est point cela, c’est chose nouvelle. Les prophètes étaient des saints, ce Jésus est un enchanteur (Mt. 27, 63) ; ainsi parlaient les Juifs. Ah ! que l’âme qui, à leur exemple, est scandalisée, a peu de foi !
Dès l’origine du monde Jésus Christ vit en nous, il opère en nous tout le temps de notre vie. Celui qui s’écoulera jusqu’à la fin du monde est un jour. Jésus a vécu et il vit encore, il a commencé en soi-même et il continue dans ses saints une vie qui ne finira jamais. O vie de Jésus qui comprend et excède tous les siècles ! Vie qui fait à tout moment de nouvelles opérations ! Si tout le monde n’est pas capable de contenir tout ce que l’on pourrait écrire de Jésus, de ce qu’il a fait ou dit, et de sa vie en lui-même, si l’Évangile ne nous en rayonne que quelques petits traits, si la première heure est si inconnue et si féconde, combien faudrait-il écrire d’évangiles pour faire l’histoire de tous les moments de cette vie mystique de Jésus Christ qui multiplie les merveilles à l’infini et les multipliera éternellement, puisque tous les temps, à proprement parler, ne sont que l’histoire de l’action divine ! Le Saint Esprit a fait marquer en caractère infaillibles et incontestables quelques moments de cette vaste durée, il a ramassé dans les Écritures quelques gouttes de cette mer, il a fait voir par quelles secrètes et inconnues manières il a fait paraître Jésus Christ au monde. On voit les canaux et les veines qui, dans la confusion des enfants des hommes, distinguent l’origine, la race, la généalogie de ce premier-né.
Tout l’Ancien Testament n’est qu’une petite route des innombrables et inscrutables voies de ce divin ouvrage ; il n’y a que ce qui est nécessaire pour arriver à Jésus. L’Esprit divin a tenu tout le reste caché dans les trésors de sa sagesse. Et de toute cette mer de l’action divine il ne fait paraître qu’un filet d’eau qui, étant parvenu à Jésus, s’est perdu dans les apôtres et a été abîmé dans l’Apocalypse ; de sorte que le reste de l’histoire de cette divine action qui consiste dans toute la vie mystique que Jésus mène dans les âmes saintes jusqu’à la fin des siècles, n’est que l’objet de notre foi. Tout ce qui en est écrit n’en est que plus évident. Nous sommes dans les siècles de la foi, le Saint Esprit n’écrit plus d’évangiles que dans les cœurs ; toutes les actions, tous les moments des saints, sont l’évangile du Saint Esprit ; les âmes saintes sont le papier, leurs souffrances et leurs actions sont l’encre. Le Saint Esprit, par la plume de son action, écrit un évangile vivant ; et on ne pourra le lire qu’au jour de la gloire où, après être sorti de la presse de cette vie, on le publiera.
Ô la belle histoire ! le beau livre que l’Esprit Saint écrit présentement ! Il est sous la presse, âmes saintes, il n’y a point de jour qu’on n’en arrange les lettres, que l’on n’y applique l’encre, que l’on n’en imprime les feuilles. Mais nous sommes dans la nuit de la foi, le papier est plus noir que l’encre ; il n’y a que confusion dans les caractères, c’est une langue de l’autre monde, on n’y entend rien ; vous ne pourrez lire cet évangile que dans le ciel. Si nous pouvions voir la vie et regarder toutes les créatures non en elles-mêmes, mais dans leur principe, si nous pouvions, encore un coup, voir la vie de Dieu dans tous les objets, comme l’action divine les meut, les mêle, les assemble, les oppose, les pousse avec des termes contraires, nous reconnaîtrions que tout a ses raisons, ses mesures, ses proportions, ses rapports dans ce divin ouvrage. Mais comment lire ce livre dont les caractères sont inconnus, innombrables, renversés et couverts d’encre ! Si le mélange de vingt-quatre lettres est incompréhensible de sorte qu’elles suffisent à composer à l’infini des volumes différents et tous admirables dans leur genre, qui pourra exprimer ce qu’un Dieu fait dans l’univers ! Qui pourra lire et comprendre le sens d’un si vaste livre dans lequel il n’y a pas une lettre qui n’ai sa figure particulière et qui ne renferme, dans sa petitesse, de profonds mystères ?
Les mystères ne se voient ni se sentent, ils sont objets de foi. La foi ne juge de leur vérité et bonté que par leur principe, car en eux-mêmes ils sont si obscurs que toutes leurs apparences ne servent qu’à les sceller, les cacheter, et aveugler ceux qui jugent par la raison seule.
Apprenez-moi, divin Esprit, à lire dans ce livre de vie ! Je veux devenir votre disciple et, comme un simple enfant, croire à ce que je ne puis voir. Il me suffit que mon maître parle ; il dit cela, il prononce, il assemble des lettres de cette façon, il se fait entendre ainsi : cela suffit. Je juge que c’est tout comme il l’a dit, je n’en vois point de raison, mais il est la vérité infaillible. Tout ce qu’il dit, tout ce qu’il voit, est véritable. Il veut que les lettres soient ensemble pour faire un mot, qu’un tel nombre en fasse un autre. Il n’y en a que trois, que six, il ne faut que cela, et moins ferait un faux sens ; lui seul qui sait les pensées, peut assembler les lettres pour les écrire. Tout signifie, tout a un sens parfait ; cette ligne finit ici parce qu’il le faut, il n’y a pas une virgule qui manque, un point inutile.
Je le crois présentement et, lorsque le jour de la gloire me révélera tant de mystères, je verrai ce que je ne comprends que confusément et qui me paraît si embrouillé, si embarrassé, si peu sensé et suivi, si imaginaire ; tout cela me ravira, me charmera éternellement par les beautés, l’ordre, les raisons, la sagesse et les incompréhensibles merveilles que je découvrirai.
Tout ce que nous voyons n’est que vanité et mensonge. La vérité des choses est en Dieu. Qu’il y a de différence entre les idées de Dieu et nos illusions ! Comment se peut-il qu’étant continuellement avertis que tout ce qui se passe dans le monde n’est qu’une ombre, qu’une figure, que mystère de foi, nous nous conduisions toujours humainement et par le sens naturel des choses qui n’est qu’énigme ? Nous donnons toujours dans le piège, comme des insensés, au lieu de lever les yeux et de remonter au principe, à la source, à l’origine des choses où tout a un autre nom et d’autres qualités, où tout est surnaturel, divin, sanctifiant, où tout est partie de la plénitude de Jésus Christ, où tout est pierre de la Jérusalem céleste (Ap. 3, 12), où tout entre et fait entrer dans cet édifice merveilleux. Nous vivons comme nous voyons et comme nous sentons et nous rendons inutiles cette lumière de la foi qui nous conduirait si sûrement dans le labyrinthe de tant de ténèbres et d’images parmi lesquelles nous nous égarons comme des insensés, faute de marcher à la faveur de la foi, qui ne voit rien que Dieu et de Dieu et qui vit toujours de lui, laissant et outrepassant la figure.
La foi est la lumière du temps, elle seule attire la vérité sans la voir, elle touche ce qu’elle ne sent point, elle voit tout ce monde comme s’il n’était point, voyant tout autre chose que ce qui est apparent. C’est la clé des trésors, la clé de l’abîme (Ap. 9, 1) et de la science de Dieu (Lc. 11, 52), c’est la foi qui convainc toutes les créatures de mensonge, c’est par elle que Dieu se révèle et se manifeste en toutes choses, qu’il les divinise : elle ôte le voile et découvre la vérité éternelle. Quand une âme a reçu cette intelligence de la foi, Dieu lui parle par toutes les créatures ; l’univers est pour elle une écriture vivante que le doigt de Dieu trace incessamment devant ses yeux. L’histoire de tous les moments qui coulent est une histoire sainte ; les Livres saints que l’Esprit de Dieu a dictés ne sont pour elle que le commencement des divines instructions. Tout ce qui arrive et qui n’est point écrit pour elle, est pour elle la suite de l’Écriture. Ce qui est écrit est le commentaire de ce qui ne l’est pas.
La foi juge de l’un par l’autre ; l’abrégé écrit est l’introduction à l’histoire de la plénitude de l’action divine raccourcie dans les Écritures ; l’âme y découvre des secrets pour pénétrer les mystères qu’il renferme dans toute son étendue.
Scripture echoes
- ↩Song.2.11-Song.2.12;Ps.126.5 — For behold, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone. Song.2.12 — The blossoms have appeared in the earth; the time of singing has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land. Ps.126.5 — Those who sow in tears shall reap in joy.
- ↩Song.2.11-Song.2.12 — For behold, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone. Song.2.12 — The blossoms have appeared in the earth; the time of singing has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
- ↩Ps.73.20;Job.20.8;Ps.39.6 — Like a dream when one awakes, O Lord, when you rouse yourself, you will despise their image. Job.20.8 — Like a dream they fly away and are not found; they are chased away like a vision of the night. Ps.39.6 — Surely you have made my days a mere handbreadth, and my lifetime is as nothing before you; surely every person, standing at their strongest, is only a breath. Selah.
- ↩Song.3.5 — I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem, by the gazelles or by the does of the field: do not stir up or awaken love until it desires.
- ↩Col.1.15;Rom.8.29 — He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. Rom.8.29 — For those whom he foreknew, he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.
- ↩John.20.29;Heb.11.1 — Jesus said to him, "Because you have seen me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed." Heb.11.1 — Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
- ↩John.21.25 — There are also many other things that Jesus did; if every one of them were written down, I suppose that the world itself could not contain the books that would be written.
- ↩Col.1.15;Rom.8.29 — He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. Rom.8.29 — For those whom he foreknew, he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.
- ↩Heb.11.1 — Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
- ↩Phil.4.3;Rev.3.5 — Yes, I ask you also, true companion, help these women, for they labored with me in the gospel together with Clement and the rest of my fellow workers, whose names are in the book of life. Rev.3.5 — The one who conquers will thus be clothed in white garments, and I will not erase his name from the book of life. I will confess his name before my Father and before his angels.
- ↩Matt.18.3 — And he said, "Truly I tell you, unless you turn and become like the children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."
- ↩John.20.29;Heb.11.1 — Jesus said to him, "Because you have seen me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed." Heb.11.1 — Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
- ↩Ps.139.2;1Cor.3.20 — You know when I sit down and when I rise up; You discern my thoughts from far away. 1Cor.3.20 — And again, the Lord knows the thoughts of the wise that they are futile.
- ↩Rev.9.1 — And the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star fallen from heaven to the earth, and to him was given the key of the bottomless pit.
- ↩Luke.11.52 — Woe to you lawyers! For you have taken away the key of knowledge. You yourselves did not enter, and you hindered those who were entering.
Notes
- 1 ↩Source reads «Il y a genre» without the article; sense taken as «Il y a un genre».
- 2 ↩«sentiments confus et ténébreux» rendered as inward impressions, not modern emotional sentiments; the phrase names obscure, faith-dark communications rather than clear concepts.
- 3 ↩Source «somme le prophète» read as intended «comme le prophète» (like the prophet).
- 4 ↩Source «aucune terme» is gender-mismatched; sense taken as «aucun terme» (any end/goal).
- 5 ↩« Agir par abandon » vs. « agir par vertu »: deliberate exercise of the virtues is set against acting from pure surrender under the dark prompting of faith. « Impression obscure » continues the chapter's language for faith's dark, confiding push rather than a mere mood.
- 6 ↩« L'attrait » is the divine attraction/draw of the dark way of faith, not a generic preference or charm.
- 7 ↩"impression du don de la foi" kept as "impression of the gift of faith": interior stamp/movement of faith, not a mere psychological mood.
- 8 ↩"sentiment de foi" rendered "sense of faith": spiritual interior knowing, not mere emotion.
- 9 ↩"il" in "il a beau crier..." taken as l'esprit (the mind) from the preceding clause.
- 10 ↩"sent... sans sentir" kept as the mystical paradox "senses... without sensing." Citation continues in s7 as Cant. 3:1; the "right hand" motif also echoes Song 2:6 / 8:3.
- 11 ↩Source has « les plus léger » (agreement irregular); rendered as 'the slightest' for sense.
- 12 ↩French dénouement kept as the theatrical 'ending/resolution'; scène mêlée rendered 'tangled scene' to preserve the stage metaphor without archaism.
- 13 ↩French suspension can mean both dramatic suspense and spiritual suspension of the soul's own activity; kept as 'suspension' to preserve the term's technical range in this abandonment tradition.
- 14 ↩"quand il enivrerait" is conditional/irrealis: even if/when that gall would intoxicate (overwhelm). "Il" most naturally tracks the bitterness poured out, not a separate agent.
- 15 ↩"L'esprit" rendered as Spirit (divine agent). Capitalization marks the theological reading that the same divine Spirit both desolates and consoles; a lower-case "spirit" reading is possible but weaker in this context.
- 16 ↩«les ruisseaux dont Jésus a porté la mer» keeps the paradox of rivulets drawn from the full sea of anguish Jesus carried in his soul; the image is retained rather than paraphrased away.
- 17 ↩Sentence ends mid-citation «(Cant.»; the reference completes in the next sentence as Cant. 2:11–12. Translation preserves the incomplete surface as segmented in the source.
- 18 ↩French «Il» takes «le réveil» (waking) from the previous sentence as subject; rendered as «Waking» for clear English antecedent without adding content.
- 19 ↩French 'vous vous divertissez' keeps a lightly playful sense of divine recreation with souls; rendered as 'take delight' rather than casual 'amuse yourself,' to avoid trivializing the Bridegroom's loving pedagogy while preserving the tone.
- 20 ↩'Ennuis' in classical spiritual French means afflictions/troubles of soul, not modern 'boredom'; rendered as 'distress'.
- 21 ↩French tromperies amoureuses is rendered as loving deceptions: the Bridegroom's apparent tricks are acts of love within the night of faith, not malice.
- 22 ↩Pluralized biblical names (les Jérémie, les David) mark types of souls like Jeremiah and David, not a list of individuals only.
- 23 ↩French trompe / se déguise continues the earlier theme of the Bridegroom's loving ruses (tromperies amoureuses): a pedagogical disguise, not malice.
- 24 ↩esprits forts rendered as 'strong minds' (self-reliant intellects); industries as 'schemes' (human contrivance), not modern industrial enterprise.
- 25 ↩apparence kept as 'appearance': the outward seeming of trial/night in which the Bridegroom is secretly forming the soul, not mere illusion.
- 26 ↩cadet rendered 'younger brother' (Benjamin as the youngest), not military cadet.
- 27 ↩Joseph le trompe: le most naturally points to Benjamin (or the brother under trial); the analogy maps Joseph's loving ruse onto the Bridegroom's work on the soul.
- 28 ↩industrie as 'cleverness' (skill/contrivance), parallel to human industries in s1; jeu as 'game' (serious pedagogical play, not frivolity).
- 29 ↩«insensibilité» is the Quietist ideal of unfeeling passivity, not mere calm; rendered as “unfeeling stillness” to keep that polemic edge. «ombres de la pure foi» names the obscuring shadows of pure faith, not mere imagery.
- 30 ↩«jeux» continues the chapter’s Joseph / Bridegroom “play” imagery (divine pedagogic play), not light entertainment; kept as “plays.”
- 31 ↩French «elle ne sent rien moins que cela» is read here as classical “anything but that,” contrasting the soul’s resigned will with her felt experience; the opposite reading (“nothing less than that”) would erase the «mais» contrast.
- 32 ↩Source «et d'elle est contente du bonheur de Dieu, mais elle ne sent rien moins que cela» looks corrupted or spliced (likely contamination from s5). Translated as the most plausible intended sense: the soul finds only resignation, and is content with God's happiness, yet feels anything but that. Compare the cleaner parallel opening in s7.
- 33 ↩Normalized «motion di vine» as the obvious line-break split of «motion divine» (“divine motion”).
- 34 ↩French «en» points back to the new roads/paths of s2; rendered as «the way» for natural English while keeping the sense of continual opening of those paths.
- 35 ↩French remise retains the sense of handing the whole self over; rendered as complete surrender, not mere resignation.
- 36 ↩sur différentes idées: ideas/designs/patterns of God's making; rendered as designs to keep the sense of distinct divine plans, not human inventiveness.
- 37 ↩saint Jean could mean John the Baptist or the Evangelist; the sequence after patriarchs and prophets favors John the Baptist (cf. Mt 11:11), but the text does not specify.
- 38 ↩impression de son esprit: interior impress/imprint of his Spirit, not a mere psychological impression; kept as impress to preserve the stamped-from-within sense.
- 39 ↩French has masculine 'abandonné' while 'âme' is feminine; with the prior sentences on Christ, the participle is taken of Christ (or his life under the Spirit), not of a feminine 'soul' alone. 'Son souffle' is the Spirit's breath.
- 40 ↩Source has «à tout moments» (nonstandard plural); sense rendered as continuous action at every moment.
- 41 ↩Sentence is split mid-citation from Song of Songs; the chapter-verse closes in s5.
- 42 ↩«l'écriture générale» rendered as universal Scripture—the general written rule for all, as opposed to God's particular designs for each soul.
- 43 ↩"la première chose" points back to what the soul must practice (s2), as opposed to what God keeps for himself.
- 44 ↩"changer le corps de Jésus Christ" is consecration language for the Eucharistic change; "caractère" almost certainly means the sacramental character of Holy Orders that enables a priest to confect the Eucharist.
- 45 ↩"écritures" is lowercase and grouped with thoughts and discourses, so rendered as "writings" rather than capitalized Scripture; either sense remains possible.
- 46 ↩"selon son état" rendered as "according to your state" (state of life/circumstances). "son" is impersonal-general in French; the sense is the soul's duty in its own vocation, not God's "state."
- 47 ↩Source reads "grande foin"; corrected to "grande foi" (great faith). "Foin" (hay) is nonsensical here; neighboring context and the faith/sight contrast confirm "foi".
- 48 ↩"enchanteur" kept as sorcerer/charmer; Mt 27:63 usually has "deceiver/impostor" (séducteur). Rendering follows the French wording, not a harmonized biblical gloss.
- 49 ↩Celui qui is impersonal/masculine and may point to that day/span of Christ's living action; rendered as 'what' for natural English while keeping the one-day claim.
- 50 ↩Source has singular caractère with plural infaillibles et incontestables; sense treated as 'characters' (written marks).
- 51 ↩"Apocalypse" is the French title of the Book of Revelation; kept as Apocalypse to preserve the source cadence and the image of the stream being engulfed there.
- 52 ↩"Press" keeps the printing-press metaphor of the French (la presse), continued in the next section; it means the pressure/printing of this life, not a news press.
- 53 ↩"principe" kept as "principle" (origin/source in God), not reduced to a mere rule or idea.
- 54 ↩"vingt-quatre lettres" kept as "twenty-four letters," matching the historical French alphabet count used in the source figure.
- 55 ↩Source has "qui n'ai" (likely corrupt for subjunctive "n'ait"); translated as the intended sense "that does not have."
- 56 ↩principe: rendered as "source" (God as origin), consistent with neighboring "dans leur principe"; could also be kept as "principle" for a more technical theological register.
- 57 ↩sceller… cacheter: near-synonym pair retained as "seal… lock under a seal" to keep the French doubling of sealing/closing.
- 58 ↩"figure" keeps the typological sense of figure/type rather than flattening to "image" or "symbol"; "sens naturel" is the natural reading of things, not bodily sensation alone.
- 59 ↩Continuation of the Rev 3:12 citation begun in s5; "fait entrer" rendered as bringing into the building (membership/entry into the heavenly edifice).
- 60 ↩"à la faveur de la foi" rendered as "by the favor of faith" (under faith's aid/guidance); "figure" kept for continuity with s4's typological "figure." "rien que Dieu et de Dieu" = nothing but God and what is of God.
- 61 ↩French divinise is kept as divinizes: faith does not merely reinterpret creatures but shows them taken up into God's own life.
- 62 ↩intelligence de la foi rendered as understanding of faith: spiritual insight given by faith, not mere intellectual cleverness.
- 63 ↩suite de l'Écriture is rendered continuation of Scripture: lived events read as the ongoing sequel to the written Word, not a second canon.
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Rule yourself daily, not just on retreat
Chosen Portion turns the mirror into a daily practice — a short reading and examining question each morning before you lead anyone.
Chosen Portion makes the mirror daily: the ruler-formation questions this collection preserves become a two-minute morning examination in the app.
- A daily formation reading drawn from centuries of counsel to those in authority
- One pointed examination question a day — two minutes, before the meetings start
- Track your practice over weeks and watch the examined life become a habit