A loveand soule hatith synne for vilehede more than all the peyn of Hell; and how the beholdyng of other mannys synne (but if it be with compassion), lettith the beholdyng of God; and the devill, be putting in remembrans our writchidness, would letten for the same; and of our slawth. Seventy-sixth Chapter.
Reverent Fear and Hatred of Sin
Julian explains that the soul truly taught by the Holy Spirit hates sin more than any pain, and that God's will is for us to know sin, pray diligently, and rise promptly when we fall.
I speak only a little of reverent fear, for I hope it can be seen in what I've already said on this matter. But I know well that our Lord showed me no souls except those that feared Him. For I know well that the soul that truly takes the teaching of the Holy Spirit hates sin more for its vileness and horror than it hates all the pain that is in Hell.1 For the soul that sees the kindness of our Lord Jesus hates nothing about hell but sin, as I see it.2 And therefore it is God's will that we know sin, and pray diligently, and labor willingly, and seek teaching humbly, so that we don't fall into it blindly; and if we fall, that we rise again promptly.3 For the greatest pain the soul can have is to turn away from God at any time through sin.
Beholding Others' Sin with Compassion
Julian warns that dwelling on others' sins creates a mist before the soul's eye, unless we behold them with contrition, compassion, and holy desire, as she learned from the showing of compassion.
When another person's sin comes to my mind, the soul that wants to be at rest shall flee it as the pain of Hell, seeking God for remedy, for help against it.4 For seeing other people's sins makes, as it were, a thick mist before the eye of the soul, and for a time we cannot see the beauty of God — unless we can see them with contrition with him, with compassion on him, and with holy desire to God for him.5 Without this, it troubles, storms, and hinders the soul that looks upon them. I understood this during the showing of compassion.
The Wisdom of Clinging to Jesus
Julian presents two contraries: the greatest wisdom is to act according to the will of our sovereign Friend Jesus, who wills that we keep close to Him in all states, never fleeing from Him.
In this blissful showing of our Lord, I have understanding of two contraries. One is the greatest wisdom any creature can practice in this life; the other is the greatest folly. The greatest wisdom is for a creature to act according to the will and counsel of his highest, sovereign Friend. This blessed Friend is Jesus, and it is His will and His counsel that we keep close to Him and cling to Him intimately, always, in whatever state we are—for whether we are foul or clean, we are all one in His loving.67 For good or for ill, He never wills that we flee from Him.
The Enemy's False Dread and Our Sloth
Julian describes how we fall into sin through our own changeableness and the enemy's stirring, which leads to sloth, broken resolutions, and false dread that keeps us from beholding our everlasting Friend.
But because of the changeableness that we are in, we often fall into sin in ourselves. Then we have this by the stirring of our enemy and by our own folly and blindness.8 For they say this: You know well you're a wretch, a sinner, and unfaithful too, because you don't keep the commandment; you often promise our Lord that you'll do better, and right afterward you fall again into the same thing, namely into sloth, into wasting time.9 For that is the beginning of sin, as I see it, and especially for those who have given themselves to serve our Lord with inward beholding of his blessed goodness. And this makes us afraid to appear before our courteous Lord.10 Then it is our enemy who would hold us back with his false dread of our wretchedness, because of the pain he threatens us with, for it is his intent to make us so heavy and so weary in this that we should let the fair, blissful beholding of our everlasting Friend slip from our minds.11
Read the original Middle English
I speke but littil of reverent drede, for I hope it may be seen in this matter afornseid. But wele I wot our Lord shewid me no soules but those that dred Him. For wele I wott the soule that trewly takith the techyng of the Holy Gost, it hatith more synne for vilehede and horibilite, than it doth all the peyne that is in Hell. For the soule that beholdith the kindenes of our Lord Jesus, it hatith non helle but synne, as to my sygte. And therefore it is Goddis will that we knowen synne, and prayen bysyly, and travellyn willfully, and sekyn teching mekely, that we fall not blindly therin; and, if we fallen, that we risen redily. For it is the most peyne that the soule may have, to turne fro God ony time be synne. The soule that will be in rest, whan other mannys synne commith to my mynde, he shall fleen it as the peyne of Helle, seking into God for remedy, for helpe agayne it. For the beholdyng of other mannys synnes, it makith, as it were, a thick myst aforne the eye of the soule, and we may not for the tyme se the fairehede of God - but if we may beholden hem with contrition with him, with compassion on him, and with holy desire to God for him.
For withouten this it noyeth and tempestith and lettith the soule that beholdith hem. For this I understode in the shewing of compassion.
In this blisfull shewing of our Lord, I have understondyng of two contaries. That one is the most wisdam that ony creture may don in this life; that other is the most foly. The most wisdam is a creature to done after the wille and councell of his heyest, sovereyn freind. This blissid freind is Jhesus, and it is His will and His councell that we holden us with Him, and festyn us to Him, homley, evermore in what state so we ben, for whether so that we ben foule or clene we arn al one in His loveing. For wele ne for wo, He will never we fleen Him.
But for the chongeabilitie that we arn in, in ourselfe we fallen often into synne. Than we have this be the stering of our enemy and be our owne foly and blyndhede. For they seien thus: Thou wittest wele thou art a wretch, a synner, and also ontrew, for thou kepist not the command; thou behotist oftentymes our Lord that thou shalt don better, and anon after, thou fallest agen in the same, namely in slauth, in lesyng of tyme. For that is the begynning of synne, as to my syghte, and namely to the creatures that have goven hem to serven our Lord with inward beholding of his blissid goodness. And this makith us adred to apear afore our curtes Lord. Than is it our enemy that will putt us on bakke with his false drede of our writchidnes, for peyne that he threatith us by, for it is his menyng to make us so hevy and so wery in this that we shuld lettyn out of mende the fair, blisfull beholdyng of our everlasting freind.
Notes
- 1 ↩vilehede and horibilite: rendered as vileness and horror (the intrinsic foulness of sin, not merely its consequences).
- 2 ↩hatith non helle but synne: kept as hates no hell but sin — the loving soul's true hatred is directed at sin itself, not at hell's pains.
- 3 ↩travellyn: Middle English travail (labor/toil), not modern travel; rendered as labor.
- 4 ↩Source shifts from third-person the soule / he to first-person my mynde; retained as Julian's characteristic personal voice within general counsel.
- 5 ↩but if: Middle English unless; fairehede rendered as beauty (fairness/loveliness of God), not moral fairness.
- 6 ↩ME homley means intimate/familiar closeness with God, not modern 'plain-looking'; rendered 'familiarly'.
- 7 ↩Taken as 'all one' (alike/united) rather than 'alone', given the foul-or-clean contrast collapsed into shared standing in His love.
- 8 ↩ME 'stering' rendered as 'stirring' (inward prompting/impulse), Julian's usual sense for a spiritual motion, here from the enemy.
- 9 ↩'They' continues from the enemy's stirring and our own folly and blindness in s2: the accusatory voice that rehearses our failure. ME 'ontrew' rendered as 'unfaithful'; 'slauth' kept as 'sloth'.
- 10 ↩ME 'curtes' kept as 'courteous', Julian's distinctive term for God's gracious courtesy, not mere politeness.
- 11 ↩ME 'putt us on bakke' rendered as 'hold us back'; 'lettyn out of mende' as 'let...slip from our minds'. 'Freind' capitalized as Friend, following the prior section's identification of the blessed friend as Jesus.
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