The ninth Revelation is of the lekyng etc., of three Hevyns, and the infinite love of Criste, desiring every day to suffre for us, if He myght, althow it is not nedeful. Twenty-second chapter.
Christ's Willingness to Suffer Again
Jesus asks Julian if she is satisfied with His Passion, and declares that He would willingly suffer more for love of her.
Then our good Lord Jesus Christ asked, "Are you well satisfied that I suffered for you?"1 I said, "Yes, good Lord, thank you; yes, good Lord, may you be blessed."2 Then Jesus, our kind Lord, said, "If you are satisfied, I am satisfied; it is a joy, a bliss, an endless delight to me that I ever suffered Passion for you, and if I could suffer more, I would suffer more."3
The Vision of Three Heavens
Julian's understanding is lifted to see three heavens in Christ's manhood, revealing the Father's pleasure, the Son's reward, and the honor of believers as Christ's crown.
In this feeling my understanding was lifted up into Heaven, and there I saw three Heavens, at which sight I was greatly amazed. And though I see three Heavens, and all in the blessed manhood of Christ, none is more, none is less, none is higher, none is lower, but evenly alike in bliss.4 For the first heaven, Christ showed me His Father — not in any bodily likeness, but in His nature and in His working; that is to say, I saw in Christ that the Father is.5 The working of the Father is this: that He gives reward to His Son Jesus Christ.6 This gift and this reward are so blissful to Jesus that His Father could have given Him no reward that might have pleased Him better. The first heaven — that is, the Father's pleasure — was shown to me as a heaven, and it was fully blissful, for He is fully pleased with all the deeds Jesus has done for our salvation. So we are not only His by His buying us, but also by the courteous gift of His Father.78 We are His bliss, we are His reward, we are His honor, we are His crown; and this was a singular marvel and a deeply delightful sight — that we are His crown.9 What I am saying is such great bliss to Jesus that He counts as nothing all His toil, and His hard Passion, and His cruel and shameful death.
The Incomprehensible Depth of Divine Love
Julian contemplates Christ's desire to die countless times for love, a number beyond human reason, and recognizes this as the highest offering God can make to a soul.
And in these words — "If I might suffer more, I would suffer more" — I truly saw that as often as He could die, He would die that often, and love would never allow Him to rest until He had done it. And I looked very diligently to know how often He would die if He could, and truly the number so far exceeded my understanding and my wits that my reason could neither grasp nor comprehend it; and when He had died that often, or were to die that often, still He would count it as nothing for love, for all of it seems only a little to Him compared to His love.10 For though the sweet manhood of Christ could suffer only once, the goodness in Him can never cease offering.11 Every day He is ready to do the same, if it were possible. For if He said He would, out of love for me, make new heavens and a new earth, it would be only a little in comparison, for this could be done every day if He wished, without any labor.12 But to die for my love so often that the number surpasses created reason — that is the highest offering our Lord God could make to a human soul, as I see it.13
Love Surpassing Pain and the Perfection of Salvation
Christ's love surpasses all His pains, and His work of salvation is perfectly ordained, bringing complete bliss to Christ.
Then He means this: How could it be that I would not do everything I could for your love—a deed that does not grieve me—since for your love I would die so often, without regard for my hard pains?14 And here I saw, in the second beholding of this blessed Passion, that the love that made Him suffer surpasses all His pains as far as Heaven is above earth, for the pains were a noble, honorable deed done in time by the working of love.15 And love was without beginning, is, and shall be without end; for which love He said these words most sweetly: If I could suffer more, I would suffer more. He did not say, "If it were necessary to suffer more"; for even if it were not necessary, if He could suffer more, He would. This deed and this work concerning our salvation was ordained as well as God could ordain it. And here I saw complete bliss in Christ, for His bliss would not have been complete if it could have been done any better.16
Read the original Middle English
Than seyd our good Lord Jesus Christe, askyng, Art thou wele payd that I suffrid for thee? I sayd, "Ya, good Lord, gramercy; ya, good Lord, blissid mot thou be." Than seyd Jesus, our kinde Lord, If thou art payde, I am payde; it is a joy, a blis, an endles lekyng to me that ever suffrid I passion for the, and if I myht suffre more, I wold suffre more. In this felyng my understondyng was lifte up into Hevyn, and there I saw thre Hevyns, of which syght I was gretly mervelyd. And thow I se thre Hevyns, and all in the blissid manhode of Criste, non is more, non is less, non is heyer, non is lower, but evyn lyke in blis.
For the first Hevyn Christe shewyd me His Fader, in no bodyly lyknes, but in His properte and in His werkyng; that is to sey, I saw in Criste that the Fader is. The werkyng of the Fader is this, that He gevyth mede to His son Jesus Criste. This geft and this mede is so blisful to Jesus, that His Fader myht have goven Hym no mede that myght have lykyd Hym better. The first Hevyn - that is the plesyng of the Fader - shewid to me as an Hevyn, and it was ful blisfule, for He is ful plesed with al the dedes that Jesus hath done aboute our salvation. Wherefore we be not only His be His beyeng but also by the curtes geft of His Fader. We be His blis, we be His mede, we be His worshippe, we be His corone; and this was a singular mervel and a full delectable beholdying, that we be His corone. This that I sey is so grete blis to Jesus that He settith at nowte al His travel, and His herd passion, and His cruel and shamful deth.
And in these words, If that I might suffre more, I would suffer more, I saw sothly that as often as He myght deyen, so often He wold, and love should never let Him have rest til He had don it. And I beheld with gret diligens for to wetyn how often He would deyn if He myght, and sotly the noumbre passid myn understondyng and my wittis so fer that my reson myghte not ne coude comprehend it; and whan He had thus oft deyid, or should, yet He would sett it at nowte for love, for al thynkyth Him but litil in reward of His love. For thowe the swete manhood of Criste might suffre but onys, the godenes in Him may never sesin of profir. Every day He is redy to the same if it myght be. For if He seyd He wold for my love make new Hevyns and new erth, it were but litil in reward, for this might be done every day if He wold, withoute any travel. But for to dey for my love so often that the noumbre passith creature reson - it is the heyest profir that our Lord God myght make to manys soule, as to my syte.
Than menyth He thiss: How shold it than be that I shold not do for thi love al that I myght, which dede grevyth me not, sith I wold for thi love dey so often having no reward to my herd peynys? And here saw I for the second beholdyng in this blissid passion, the love that made Him to suffre passith as far al His peynes as Hevyn is above erth, for the peynes was a nobele, worshipfull dede don in a tyme be the werkyng of love. And love was without begynnyng, is, and shall be without endyng; for which love He seyd ful swetely these words, If I myght suffre more, I wold suffre more. He sayd not, "If it were nedeful to suffre more"; for thow it were not nedeful, if He myght suffre more, He wold. This dede and this werke about our salvation was ordeynyd as wele as God myght ordeyn it. And here I saw a full blisse in Criste, for His blisse shold not a be full if it myte any better have be done.
Notes
- 1 ↩ME 'wele payd' means well satisfied/content (not financial payment); rendered 'well satisfied' to keep the payd/payde chain clear in s3.
- 2 ↩ME 'gramercy' (grand merci) rendered as 'thank you'; solemn blessing kept uncontracted.
- 3 ↩ME 'lekyng' rendered as 'delight' (pleasure/liking); 'kinde' as 'kind' (loving/gracious).
- 4 ↩ME 'manhode' kept as 'manhood' for Christ's assumed human nature, Julian's usual technical sense.
- 5 ↩ME properte here means the Father's distinctive attribute/character as shown in the Son, not physical form; rendered as "nature."
- 6 ↩ME mede = reward/recompense; kept as "reward" throughout this section for consistency with Julian's reward-of-the-Passion theme.
- 7 ↩Normalized source reads "His be His beyeng"; translated as "His by His beyeng" (buying/purchasing), the most plausible intended reading in Julian's redemption vocabulary.
- 8 ↩ME curtes kept as "courteous," Julian's characteristic term for divine graciousness; beyeng rendered as "buying us" (redemptive purchase).
- 9 ↩ME worshippe here means honor/glory given to Christ, not liturgical worship; rendered as "honor."
- 10 ↩ME 'in reward of' rendered as comparative 'beside' (in regard to / in comparison with), matching Julian's sense that the Passion seems little next to His love.
- 11 ↩ME 'profir' rendered as 'offering' (proffer/offer); Julian's point is Christ's unceasing readiness to give Himself.
- 12 ↩ME 'travel' = travail/labor, not journey; rendered 'labor'.
- 13 ↩ME 'profir' again as 'offering'; 'creature reson' as 'created reason' (human/creaturely understanding); 'as to my syte' as 'as I see it'.
- 14 ↩ME "having no reward to" means taking no regard or account of (not "receiving no reward for").
- 15 ↩"don in a tyme" contrasts the Passion as a finite temporal act with the eternal working of love that surpasses it.
- 16 ↩ME "shold not a be full" uses "a" as the auxiliary "have"; rendered as "would not have been complete." "full" here means perfect/complete, not merely abundant.
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